i hate my life as it is. Every single day, a problem, a situation, and all these dilemma's will come forth. Stress from school, drifting away from friends, and arguments with the greatest person in my life doesn't make it better. & then of course, there's this one word: family. Everyday no matter how big a situation is, what kills me the most is my family. To my dad, to my mom, to my favorite sister, to a little thing between me and lannee, and even , and i was surprised myself, even these problems with my little sister aswell. I'm not conceited, and my friend calls it 'self-confidence' so i do also. I think im a pretty good person. I do so much for other people, and it like it's never enough for them. I help people out. I give advice to my closest friends. I show that im the best child to my parents. & i even fucking gave all my money to a homeless person. Because even though i may realize things a bit late, at least i still fucking realized it. Those that makes me realize things by helping me, i appreciate it alot. So when i realize something myself, that's something that should be considered. Something that's being said. I have such a big heart, i'm such a good and nice person, i'm strong mentally, and really IDontGiveAFuck. Whatever happens, happens. Everything single day, something does, and that's why i have to get through it. i always do anyways. But i know when day i wont be able too. My life sucks currently, but when things get better, then nothing's in my way. Because in the end, " they're just obstacles ". Even though the things i do, and barely anyone shows any appreciation, im use to it. I could care less anymore. It's like everything's in a cycle, and it just keeps going. I just have to go through it all the time. People that's always going to be there for me, i appreciate so much, and that's why im willing to do so. But people that dont, i said it before and i'll say it again: I DONT GIVE A FUCK. Because i don't. Nothing's going to tear me down. No one will break me apart. Im independent. I'm strong. I'm good. I'm nice. I'm a brother. I'm a friend. Im a cousin. I'm a child. & I'm a boyfriend. & those that doesn't think so, i could care any less. I'm stubborn, im persistent. Accept me for who i am. And realize things you'd never would imagine before. Even though "everyone may be different no matter how you look at it" Then i guess i'm just an individual. Because no one is. I'm denny. I'm denny co. I'm denny huynh. I have two names. I have two sides. i show who i really am to those that's close. Even though i'm 'nice' Im someone that you need to put up with too. Maybe no one ever does, because they just dont see it.
This blog's confusing. I'm done.
