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Look, you're growing older each and everyday. And in those each and everyday, you're learning about yourself, your friends, your family, and about society itself. At a point, things will seem like everything is going wrong, and at another point, everything will seem as if it's perfect. Life as a freshman isn't easy. I understand, there are stress and pressures you have to deal with. School gets harder and sometimes, you just feel like giving up because of that one C, D, or even F. But then again, this part of life (high school) is when you will go through the biggest phase of your life. This part of life will change your whole life and it will determine what it will be like after high school and in college. You're stubborn at this point and of course, no one can tell you what to do because you won't listen. The only person who can have that affect is your girlfriend. The reason why your girlfriend has so much impact because the intimate bond you share with her, is something you can't share with anyone else like your friends or family. When times are rough, you turn to her for guidance, for comfort, which is why you feel as if she comes before everyone else. But I want you to know that your choice of having her coming before everyone else is erroneous and stupid. Family always comes first because they love you unconditionally. NO MATTER who you are, what you do, family will ALWAYS take you back and love you. Friends leave, girlfriends leave. It may seem so surreal that you and your girlfriend will be together for a long time, and that could be the case... but one day, you're going to feel heartbreak. Your heart is going to fall into pieces and what will you do then? Who will you turn to? If you lose all your friends, then you'll have no one, but you'll always have family because no matter what stupid decisions you've made in life, we're still here... loving you 110%. Of course, you will disagree with me, and still have Julie before everyone else, and that's fine because it's only in a matter of time when you will realize everything. Just don't let it be too late because at that point, you can't change anything, anymore. Friends will always be there. If they had the heart to confront you about you putting Julie before all your friends then they really care because why would you do such a thing? It's heartless of you to say that you would put a girl that won't be there forever over your friends who care for you and who wants the GOOD Denny Co back in their lives. I want you to grow up into a good man, into a man with moral and decency to choose good choices in life. But more or less, whatever you desire to do right now, follow your heart and do it because experiences are the teachers in your life. You can't learn if you haven't been through it. So, all in all, think twice before you do anything because it can affect everything and everybody. Just know that as bad as things can get, you will always have people that will love you and care for you. Always.



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FS

i remember seeing you happy but why dont you look happy like you usually do now? you look down somehow i dont know

i suppose thats my 'natural' face, but idontknow, i tend to have a 'depressing' face when i think about things, even if things arent as depressing .

do you miss the way it used to be with the people you have been drifting away from?

From my ki? Yeah.

But i cant do anything about it. You see, im willing to give them another chance if the chance is willing to be asked. But im not implying anything, set & done .

I like how my life is right now though, so smooth . . Nothing to worry about, My life's great. For the first time.

Formspring .

Do you tend to put your girlfriend before EVERYONE, even your close friends? Because I notice that you have been putting her before your ALL friends. Is that why most of your close friends have drift away from you ?

I placed here in front of my bestfriends. I know that may sound stupid, but it is what it is. No doubt she's ahead of 'everyone' Because there were plenty times i chose her over family. Even though i got in pretty deep trouble in the past because of my decisions, i learned to not regret it because " i did it for a good cause " Yeah, i do realize i've been drifting away from friends. But i also realized im regaining some of them aswell. Even if i put her in front of everyone, that also means that my bestfriends (2) comes right after. & then after that, will be my close friends. In the past, i've picked even friends i barely even knew over her, and that made me thought that it didnt seem so good. But you see now.. I'd rather have 1 person who i can give everything too, then alot others who i have to share my 'friendship' with. I have 3 'closest' people in my life. & that's good enough for me. My bestfriends came to accept the fact that i DO, do that. What makes them my bestfriend is because they're the only ones that understands. I love people that makes a huge impact on me. My bestfriend did, and of course even my girlfriend. I thank you for asking this question though, because it shows that you.. the one that asked this question, was my close friend, huh ?





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"How come you dont blog about Alvin anymore?" - Alvin Truong

You were the one person who was there for me when i needed something. You were the person that i went through so much with. You were the person who would call me every night, because you loved talking to me (; You were the one that helped me through all of my problems. You were the one who helped me through my love problems, my problems involving school. Involving people. Involving life. Involving family, and even involving my girlfriend. You were the one that listened to me. You were the one that would do so much for me. You were the one that im proud to call bestfriendforever. You were the one that stood up and pointed out each flaw i had. You were the one that taught me about opening up, not being shy, and even honesty. You were the one that made a huge impact on my life. You were the one that had my best friendship ever. You were the one that would sit down and we would listen to old songs together. You were the one that made me realize. You were the one that showed me how to be a friend. You were the one that showed me how to push people away. You were the one that taught me how to chase people. You were the brother i never had. You were the friend i always had. You were the one that stuck by me through thick and thick. Every single thing we did was a major factor. So it isnt thick and thin. It's all thick :'D and thats why. Because you were the one that is still my bestfriend after all these times. You were the one that calls me and makes an effort in all of these friendship of yours. You were the one that 'created' my relationship. You were the one that helped me through it. You were the one that i can go to for anything. You were the one that no matter how far we drifted apart, in the end we we would still meet up and be the same. You were. You were. You were. & guess what? You still are.
I still have too much to say, but thank you for all you've done. Those were the two words we always said to each other. Everytime we do something for each other, we thank you each other. And a couple days later, the other person would do something to make up to that thankyou. Its an endless cycle between us. We're too strong. Youre my BestfriendForever. Remember, the last word. Because it's been 2+ years.

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i hate my life as it is. Every single day, a problem, a situation, and all these dilemma's will come forth. Stress from school, drifting away from friends, and arguments with the greatest person in my life doesn't make it better. & then of course, there's this one word: family. Everyday no matter how big a situation is, what kills me the most is my family. To my dad, to my mom, to my favorite sister, to a little thing between me and lannee, and even , and i was surprised myself, even these problems with my little sister aswell. I'm not conceited, and my friend calls it 'self-confidence' so i do also. I think im a pretty good person. I do so much for other people, and it like it's never enough for them. I help people out. I give advice to my closest friends. I show that im the best child to my parents. & i even fucking gave all my money to a homeless person. Because even though i may realize things a bit late, at least i still fucking realized it. Those that makes me realize things by helping me, i appreciate it alot. So when i realize something myself, that's something that should be considered. Something that's being said. I have such a big heart, i'm such a good and nice person, i'm strong mentally, and really IDontGiveAFuck. Whatever happens, happens. Everything single day, something does, and that's why i have to get through it. i always do anyways. But i know when day i wont be able too. My life sucks currently, but when things get better, then nothing's in my way. Because in the end, " they're just obstacles ". Even though the things i do, and barely anyone shows any appreciation, im use to it. I could care less anymore. It's like everything's in a cycle, and it just keeps going. I just have to go through it all the time. People that's always going to be there for me, i appreciate so much, and that's why im willing to do so. But people that dont, i said it before and i'll say it again: I DONT GIVE A FUCK. Because i don't. Nothing's going to tear me down. No one will break me apart. Im independent. I'm strong. I'm good. I'm nice. I'm a brother. I'm a friend. Im a cousin. I'm a child. & I'm a boyfriend. & those that doesn't think so, i could care any less. I'm stubborn, im persistent. Accept me for who i am. And realize things you'd never would imagine before. Even though "everyone may be different no matter how you look at it" Then i guess i'm just an individual. Because no one is. I'm denny. I'm denny co. I'm denny huynh. I have two names. I have two sides. i show who i really am to those that's close. Even though i'm 'nice' Im someone that you need to put up with too. Maybe no one ever does, because they just dont see it.

This blog's confusing. I'm done.

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New Years Resolution;

Only one:

Stay with love for at least the whole year.