" you know, even with the littlest things, you make me fall for you ? "

i said this to you around 8 months ago. & im not surprised that it's still true.

Ryan Bandong - Unstoppable <3


you cant just give up now
there's still so much to say
wanna tell you, show you,
what you mean to me without walking away
i know it's been so rocky,
what kind of struggle today?
but girl youve been my sunshine
when all my clouds were gray
this hearts been through tornadoes,
earthquakes and hurricanes
but my worst disaster is knowing
that its me to blame.
your feelings now are mixed
your hearts in constant strain
but now ill change my ways
cause without you babe ill go insane

can you hear the melody
can you see the sounds
enter your body
and travel up and down
baby dont be frightened
let it free your soul
take my hand, once again
we're unstoppable

if it's us against the world, we've got it
but sometimes it gets the best of us
if you feel our love would fall, ive caught it
cause me and you, we will pursue, the impossible, we're unstoppable now

how many times have we, turned the bad into great
turned the hate into love
turned the laughter to pain
turned the smiles into frowns
we've been through the ups and downs
though it takes a while just to make you smile
let me tell you now that its all worthwhile
and the feeling i get, when i make you cry
is a feel of regret, im s-o-r-r-y
but ill stop the pain and change my ways
cause without you babe ill go insane

can you hear the melody
can you see the sounds
enter your body
and travel up and down
baby dont be frightened
let it free your soul
take my hand, once again
we're unstoppable

if it's us against the world, we've got it
but sometimes it gets the best of us
if you feel our love would fall, ive caught it
cause me and you, we will pursue, the impossible, we're unstoppable now

"Lean On Me" (Bridge + Chorus)
time passes by for than a lifetime, so don't you go changing
only one call away, so call me anytime, im always here thats the main thing
oh why, dry your eyes, no more crying, i dont like what im seeing
we'll climb to the top on time, cmon girl youre shining, ill tell you im never leaving, cause im right here for leaning

don't run from the world youll find shelter in my heart
you don't have to be alone
i know it seems to be, routine to live this unhappily
but you can always lean on me, lean on me lean on me lean on me

my mother pisses me off.

i wrote this in microsoft word first

& im sitting here in the car, on my way to my cousins house which is in Victorville.. I dislike long car rides, but someone told me just go out and have fun since summer’s ending soon, so I might aswell. – 6:20

I look at your pictures, i look at you, i think of you and the moment I do, my mind completely shuts off. Nothing negatives enters through my head, all the positives does. my friends are right. I am a lucky guy.

“ . . you seem to give me too much, when I just don’t. . “

& I told you not to worry about it. I mean, a month, after a breakup, isn’t so normal. So no worries, you’re doing all the right things, and making the right decisions.

“Babygirl you got me crazy, every little thing we do.
You make me smile, you make me laugh, whenever I'm right next to you.
I just can't seem to picture you not ever standing by my side.
Just a couple minutes without you, I feel like I'm dying inside.”

' goodnight, babe '

the outcomes, and the turns of things. i tell myself, always expect the worst first.
i did. & again, it didn't fail me.

was going to blog about something , now i have nothing to say.

21.

100th post.

linkcrew was alright, i liked my linkcrew leaders ^__^ but today i realized that all of us is actually going to highschool. & that . . can be a scary thought.

" make your freshman year last, because it's going to be your favorite year throughout these next four years. "


i havent been home for so long before in the summer o_o its been 5 days. & this is the last week of summer. i need to make the best of it. i need to make it last.

did something i never done beforee.

& what a feeling.

oh, & four months my sisterrr kh (;

sleeping at 7 in the morning, and after waking up at 2 p.m. i had a smooth easy day.

woke up, computer, back to school shopping, foood, home, phone, abdc, and im here now.


& i noticed how retarded, how stupid, how ungentlemanlike , and how i was such a dumbass in the past. but like you said, we'll leave it at that.


Even though i wrote only a paragraph or so to you, youre choosing to write 3 full pages to me. you leave me in awe, you leave me speechless, sometimes you make me say " OH MY GOD." but of course, you just make me so so happy. i'm looking forward to my paperr.

Linkcrew tommorow, so that means waking up early which means sleeping early, goooodnight woorld.

messing around with my sister is funfunfun<3

it';s 6 in the morning right now. i didnt even go to BED yet. and here im sitting blogging -_- & i didnt even take a nap today OR tonight ._____________. maybe i should go sleep sooon O: maybe i shouldnt? should i even sleep tonight ? it would be a good idea. or would it ? ideekaaay. maybe i shouuld. or not.

& even though with such simple questions. . some just arent meant to be answered. .

but ive been saying this constantly tonight, but GOOODNIGHT.

well, look at the time. it's 'eightsixtynine' (; <3

^ hey, that rhymed :'D

good daaaay ,
even though there were some things that was running through my mind, but it's all good ^_________^

blaaah. nothing to say D: but but

DetectiveConan today (; <3

& i was about to say 8 months ago , we could have . . but i am very glad that there isn't a need to.

& i cant believe someone can make me feel so . . i just cant explain this feeling.
There's just no one else that can make me feel the way you do. I just can't explain it.

You see, she is a really really special girl. & that is because she stands out sometimes.. actually, i'm wrong. Most of the time, or even everytime im around her. & thats another reason. She makes me feel really comfortable when im next to her. of course, alot of people thinks she's pretty , and no shit that's true. but i dont want to say typical things like she's pretty since alot of girls are. duh, girls define that word, and julie does too. but i have to say that, shes that unique kind of pretty, as well as her personality. The only word I can describe her by is distinctive. She's one heck of a person to talk to, and thats because i can talk to her about alottaa things, and she makes me feel really happy. my comfort zone, you know? She's also a person that you can go to for advice about alot of things, and maybe thats why she knows so much, and of course she’s also the type of person that can help you with your problems. She does wierd things, but that just shows how different she is. Another reason is, omg is she smart. . -__- her way to say things, the way she puts her words. Seriously, she's one of a kind. Im not saying all this stuff, for you to say " aww thats cute" or anything like that. Im,just saying the truth, because it is. But all in all, she's the girl that caught my attention. & now, she’s the girl i give my heart to.

Happy 2 weeks ♥

& these are the days where i rarely go on the computer except for anime (;

Going out tomorrow, so i hope it's gonnaa be funn ^__^

and since it's midnight right now. . 14 days <3 .

Youre my oxygen
I need you to breathe
Youre my oxygen
You're the girl that I need
Youre my oxygen
I need you to live
Youre my oxygen
Youre my everything

BLAAH. I'm lazy and everythinggg. So not really a blog tonight, but a good one coming sooon ? (;

GOODNIGHT <3

i'm HUNGRY < / 3

& my majesty is kindaa awesomee (:

and i was going to describe my day but i realized how sad it was.

so blog tomorrow since i'm staying home . Maybe O:

ALRIGHTY, GOODNIGHT' (:

ANNIEbooee: DENNY , YOU'RE ANNOYING








Isnt ANNIE BUI mean everyone ?! D: COMMENT (;

Annie, YOU SUCK . O:

oh, and LONG. YOU'RE mean.

Annie Sucks. Long's Mean. Dang (;


ANYWAYS ;D


im bored, its the afternooon right nowwww, which means, THE NGUYENS are going to registration right now D: I WANNA GO, BECAUSE OF UH . . . (; shutup long. LMAO.

hm, ima get readyy to go outt so LATER POST TONIGHT . i guess BYEE ^__^

what a tiring daay. i'm sleeepy O: & i was suppose to take my nap today but then. . . -_________________________-'' & yeaah, it IS your fault D:

" This feeling's good. "

it's like 4 a.m. right now, and im planning on going to bedd, but first off, thanks to ken, johnny, lenam, and alvin for the omgpopping (;

i guess im off to bed now, but i keeep rereading your text. god damn, did it make me smile. Im just actually reallyreally glad to know this all , because now, its worth it even more <3

& these questions that runs through my mind makes me wonder . . .

& the feeling inside, continues to increase .

ANYWAYYSSS.

good day todaaay, i suppose ^__^ well not much to blog abouut todaay, besides;

i saw you today ! (: <3

ahaha, alrighty thenn, BYEE !













oh, & my BFF is funnnnnaaaaaayyy (:

i didn't talk to you like the whole day D: but hopefully tomorrow i will (:
it would've been better if you were here today O:

blaah, i didnt hang with my PBVB today,<|3 but i apologize eminently . & if you didnt know, i really wanted to hang with you today.

You and your questions, ahah . oh well, my BFF makes me laugh (': ^_____^

BLAAAAH, NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT TODAY, SO I GUESS FOR NOW, GOODBYE (:

EDIT: oh and i remmeberedd somethin., BILLY RICHARDSON, you made me daay (':

& the feeling inside me, is building up. As each passing day goes by, as each hour pass, i feel the happiness inside me , something i haven't felt for so long, increase. But it isn't so expected, since when ' you have someone, they make all your problems go away' oh how true that is. Never in my life have i NOT worried about anythiing , except the future, but that's what i worry about every single day. It's true that, not only having someone can help you with your problems, but they can help you who you actually are. The realization of everything in my life now, becomes clear, and that's because of you actually being in it.

You make me happy with our long phone conversations, our funny little IM'S , and our worth reading more then once texts. The comfortableness being around you gratifies me and makes me full of delight . It's only been a week. Yes, only a week, and if this is how i feel every week, and everyday this feeling only increases. . i can't even imagine how my affection towards you is going to be then.

& i think to myself sometimes, how bad did i hurt you . . or did i even ?

but all in all, HappyOneWeek <3

& it's my happiness that keeps me going, but i may sound a bit selfish, no ?



better / longer blog tommorow .

5 Days ♥

" maybe you should make your blog worth reading "

heeey, what do you want me to blog about? >< but of course, i guess i can try.

hm, seems like by you helping me out for what is one of the most important thing to me right now, i simply decide to just return the favor today , even though it might not be as planned, hey i just want you to be happy, remember? Our 'someday' boyy, LOL, bfFOREVER.

we talked for like almost the whole day today, you just make me soo so happy. Even though im not your first, i consider you as mine, because yeah. " i'm happy with where we stand " i actually really am, but of course it's only the hm, 4th day? so i shouldnt expect too much.

Thing's change nowadays, we mature and grow up, realizing the things that occur in our lives. Whether it's gaining something, or even losing. We just need to stand on our feets, act like human beings, and keep our heads up.

'Cause I'm falling for you.
Girl you're the one I choose.
Whatever you ask, I'll do.
'Cause I care so much about you.
You're always on my mind.
I need you to be by my side.
I want you to be mine oh mine
For all time.

Albert Posis. Hand's Down .

todaaay was sunday, of course thatt means its like family daay !

i was with my mom like pretty much the whole day, and my uncle came over the whole daay , he hook up my internett so i caan likee HAVEFASTERINTERNET (:
but anyways, hm

it's only been the third day, and oh my, what a feeling.

blaah, im in a bad mood, my mother . . !@#$%^&*() . sighh, anyways ima sleep early tonight, surprinsgly , 12 a.m.? HA, gooodnight worldd . & im sure if she was awake talking to me it'd be nice ! but no, she's probaly sleeeping >:o

anyways, gooodnight! but of course

HAPPY 4 MONTHS PBVB ♥

Today, i couldn't have asked for a better day, except for. . AHEM >:o LOL (;

& i never felt so happy in a while because dang, seriously. I did make a good decision <3

^ hehehe (': , but anyways, 1YEAR OB :D

OHMAN julie: just make a short blog saying
OHMAN julie: julie is soooo coool, shes influenced me to start reading and stop watching anime so much! :'D

i wasted 2 hours of my life today, talking to some guy.
what a lowlife ): aheem (;

Happy 3 C&C ♥ (:

The decision today, the decision you made.

Filled me with happiness, more then i could take.

It's hard to realize, if something like this could even become real.

because those wishes actually came true, it represented how i feel.

but i guess it's time to go, no more of the past.

it's a new door now, & so i'm gon' try to make it last.

First off, it was kinda hard for me, to realize if all of this was happening. but it is, and right now, thinking about it all night for some reason at 4 in the morning, LOL ( 4:02 a.m. ) it just feels amazing . So who wouldve thought, that the three words were actually to come today ? Ahah , but im glad it did <3

My god, nowadays i'd be nowhere if we didnt become closer again. it seeems that from here on out, it's going to become quite harder for someone to break us up. I'm layin down here right now & it's 4:31 a.m. & im watching you SLEEP. so much for "staying up with me the whole night" but i guess i'll let you sleep, even if you told me to wake you up, haha but . . hey, - Your usually giving me advice, Your usually making fun of me, your usually saying my flaws, your usually just criticizing me, but mostly, your usually just helping me. So Thanks, for everything, BFF ; Less Than 3 .

♥

" look. pretty much i have 24 hours to . . "

i said FML today. but i was messing around. who wouldve thought that i actually meant it.

someone come and save me . please.

nowadays . . these tissues i waste.
the tears rolling down, the flavor i taste.
so different, so salty, it tastes so gross.
i guess these tears represents how im feeling most.
24 hours to decide, there's no time to hide.
what im really feeling inside.
make it something i wont regret.
make it somethi that wont upset.
anyone at all, let me be.
let me make my own decisions let me be me
im tired of this about this, day by day.
your the only thing thats stopping me, the only thing thats making me stay.
tommorow, my future may change.
it may be in the process of my life being arranged.
there's a chance that you may be my lover.
look at my heart, and take out the thing thats been hiding it. . the cover.


Ho(e) & Co 859 - to actually make me laugh today, ahah. what a surprise . ThankYou. <3

i hope you know i try, hope you know i try to become a better man.
i hope you know i never meant to hurt you,
never meant to make you cry.
i hope you know i try, hope you know i try to become a better man.
with you in my life, i dont think that i'll ever can, think i'll ever can.

^ thanks catherine , what a good song (':

& today, through all the tears, through all the times i had to take a tissue out of the tissue box, it's worth it in the end now, decision made.

we shed tears from past memories, to gain new tears of joy.

& Happy Five Months, Bestfriend <3

WOAAH CATHERINE: DENNY
WOAAH CATHERINE: PUT ME
WOAAH CATHERINE: IN YOUR BLOG
WOAAH CATHERINE: OMGGG
WOAAH CATHERINE: now.
WOAAH CATHERINE: do it now.


^ -______________-


so there's this girl name catherine. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW (;

vy, your cousin SUCKS. ^____^

SO FOR NOW BYE

later blogg tonight.

hey, i'm very glad we're getting closer now, ALOT CLOSER . In the past, this always happens to us. arguing back and forth, again and again, all this time, for such a stupid reason. like i said, you were always my friend, i was never mad at you for anything you done, and everything that happend on a negative was because of such a stupid reason, i couldnt believe it, but hey you realized that. T h a n k s <3

Everything that person said, i couldnt believe it. I just couldnt. But after the assumption me and that person came to . . it all fits in. ' maybe ___ really did. ' & i guess, it was true. err , i cant really blame you, but i guess you just gave me the wrong answer. so is it just me. . ? or are youu ..

that day when i blogged about you, i had alot of '....' . if you didnt know, you were suppose to fill in the missing words. i guess i gave a pretty confusing way to do it, but i WAS and WASNT surprised that you figured it out. & so, since you did, i guess it really is time then.

i tell myself, ' am i really going to be happy ? ' if i follow through with this, will i actually reach the end of the tunnel? i cant believe these things are rushing through my mind at such a time like this. i cant believe that possibly it'd be that 0.01% or so, that may even . . UGH, i just cant believe i tasted those teardrops from my eyes.

what my lil lee usually says " i just need some time to think... "

^ i would say the exact same thing, but no. there isnt that much time left anyways.

its 4:30 a.m.

" & half the time we talked was about her "

you could of at least told me that you were going to take it out, mom.

myspace sucks D:<

wow, i just wrote so MUCH things on my about me for myspace and accidently clicked on something to make it dissapear. . OYYYYYYYY <^> it was like 12+ paagraphs >_> and it took me 2 hours to write.. UGHHH. what a way to kill the day ):

i guess i just need to think it over, and do it sometime else (:

no blogg today since . .

LEE'S SLEEPING OVER ! (8 bahahaha. i hope we can sneak out of the house later ^___^
but for now, bye :D

oh, & supposedly th1rt3en.
<3

&& BFF (':