blaah, i just got home from my grandpa's houseeee, & i was in the middle of watching my anime episode D: // 10 p.m.
haha, it was nice talking to you again todaay after quite some time huh?(:
anime is so time consuming , bahahaha, i just love it <3>
& you better not move leeeeeeee ):
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time - the system of those sequential relations that any event has to any other, as past, present, or f u t u r e.
lenam nguyen, my number one on myspace.
today you told me that you possibly might move, ohsosad to my face.
i hope that you dont, and many others aswell.
stay here with us, it's something you need to dwell.
it's funny, because we met each other by anime.
and thats something i love soo much, watching it day by day.
were suppose to still have sleepovers, and sneaking out again.
oh my god, its so dangg fun, since its worth it in the end.
the bad things you do, it's all of temptation.
but i know you dont mean to, you just need hesitation.
but that doesnt matter now, as long as you dont go.
we have a future ahead of us, theres something you should know.
there's a chance we might go to HIGHSCHOOL together, isnt that new?
and hopefully by then, when i see you, i'll see that you'll grew ('8
but remember the fun times we had from 7th grade to this.
make it permanent in your head, make it something you'll always miss.
from saying hi, to saying bye, and even playing together on the com.
hopefully you dont move, but if you do, keep in touch, my LEEgitiment lenam ♥
- DennyCo.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
i woke up about idk, 1 or 2 hours ago. & after seeing my phone, i was like. what. the. freak.
"whats up with your blog" , " wtf your blog", " your blog. . . " , " uhh denny, your blog.? "
. . i dont get it ^ & the thing was some of you that doesnt even talk to me anymore even said that . what do you guys think it's about? but then, after reading my blog again from yesterday, i DID came to see that it could be for some people, could it not? so then, to make my self clear .
That blog, was for my friend. a kinda close friend. he pretty much lied to me about drugs when he really did took it. thats why i had to blog it out. & thats why i thhought it was no big deal ? but if some of you dont believe, i'll break it down for you.
""" really ? because last time i asked you, or hinted it, you said no. did you not ? and so, if your saying all of this again . . then what the hell. Yeah, sometimes lying's good. but if it's a topic like this, then you GOT to be kidding me. That's your mistake right there. & so if you really did. . then it's your lost, right ? """
^ thats the original message. mmkay so. here's how it happend. ( this was a while ago first )- one of my other friends told me that this friend was doing bad things. so i came up to my friend, and asked him straight out. " did you take . . " and then he said no. ( thats the first senence in that message) & ( now this was yesterday ) & so my other friend comes to me AGAIN, and tells me that " hey deny, ____ is taking . . " uh. . . what the hell. ( this was the second sentence or part?) so guess what. . ? i came to my friend again, and asked him, " seriously, just tell me the truth, did you take . ." & guess what he said. . OH YEAH, he said NO. of course -_- i didnt bother arguing with him, i COULDNT believe him since 1262326526852364 people DID tell me he toook it, and some of the people were even there with him taking it. so in the end, i told him " you know, it's really bad for you, you shouldnt have done it in the first place, it can affect your health. . and your life." but guess what? he simply didnt care. so HE MADE A MISTAKE TAKING IT. ( thats part of the message right there ) & so, if he LOSES his life or whatever. . ugh. ( and that concludes my messsage)
OKAY, now stop aiming me up and asking me " WTF DENNY YOUR BLOG" or whatever, since you thought its about YOU. damn, i dont even talk to HALF of you guys -____- so how is it about you guys anyways? >_>
but yeah, THATS THE STORY ^ ddont believe me? ask me questions by leaving a coment or so, and i'll answer it. the only thing im not gonna answer is " whats his name " so <^>
"whats up with your blog" , " wtf your blog", " your blog. . . " , " uhh denny, your blog.? "
. . i dont get it ^ & the thing was some of you that doesnt even talk to me anymore even said that . what do you guys think it's about? but then, after reading my blog again from yesterday, i DID came to see that it could be for some people, could it not? so then, to make my self clear .
That blog, was for my friend. a kinda close friend. he pretty much lied to me about drugs when he really did took it. thats why i had to blog it out. & thats why i thhought it was no big deal ? but if some of you dont believe, i'll break it down for you.
""" really ? because last time i asked you, or hinted it, you said no. did you not ? and so, if your saying all of this again . . then what the hell. Yeah, sometimes lying's good. but if it's a topic like this, then you GOT to be kidding me. That's your mistake right there. & so if you really did. . then it's your lost, right ? """
^ thats the original message. mmkay so. here's how it happend. ( this was a while ago first )- one of my other friends told me that this friend was doing bad things. so i came up to my friend, and asked him straight out. " did you take . . " and then he said no. ( thats the first senence in that message) & ( now this was yesterday ) & so my other friend comes to me AGAIN, and tells me that " hey deny, ____ is taking . . " uh. . . what the hell. ( this was the second sentence or part?) so guess what. . ? i came to my friend again, and asked him, " seriously, just tell me the truth, did you take . ." & guess what he said. . OH YEAH, he said NO. of course -_- i didnt bother arguing with him, i COULDNT believe him since 1262326526852364 people DID tell me he toook it, and some of the people were even there with him taking it. so in the end, i told him " you know, it's really bad for you, you shouldnt have done it in the first place, it can affect your health. . and your life." but guess what? he simply didnt care. so HE MADE A MISTAKE TAKING IT. ( thats part of the message right there ) & so, if he LOSES his life or whatever. . ugh. ( and that concludes my messsage)
OKAY, now stop aiming me up and asking me " WTF DENNY YOUR BLOG" or whatever, since you thought its about YOU. damn, i dont even talk to HALF of you guys -____- so how is it about you guys anyways? >_>
but yeah, THATS THE STORY ^ ddont believe me? ask me questions by leaving a coment or so, and i'll answer it. the only thing im not gonna answer is " whats his name " so <^>
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
what's this? again? your seriously going to do all of this again?
really ? because last time i asked you, or hinted it, you said no. did you not ? and so, if your saying all of this again . . then what the hell. Yeah, sometimes lying's good. but if it's a topic like this, then you GOT to be kidding me. That's your mistake right there. & so if you really did. . then it's your lost, right ?
think twice - to weigh carefully before acting; consider.
the thoughts running through my mind all daay makes me have such a bad headache, i think i'm going to go bed soon.
i'm going out tommorow, yaay.
ugh, this headache's killing me; so goodnight .
really ? because last time i asked you, or hinted it, you said no. did you not ? and so, if your saying all of this again . . then what the hell. Yeah, sometimes lying's good. but if it's a topic like this, then you GOT to be kidding me. That's your mistake right there. & so if you really did. . then it's your lost, right ?
think twice - to weigh carefully before acting; consider.
" i see i'm being replaced. . & faded "
HA. no your not, trust me <3
the thoughts running through my mind all daay makes me have such a bad headache, i think i'm going to go bed soon.
i'm going out tommorow, yaay.
ugh, this headache's killing me; so goodnight .
Saturday, July 25, 2009
cant really blog today. gramps house. so yeah, blaah. i hate going to my gramps house AFTER i go out with my friends, we're always staying so late and i never get the chance to shower till like 3 in the morning >_> ughh.
but todaay, i couldve died if jesi and anthony wasnt theree, ahah so thankyou ^__________^
& majesty. . -_____- LOL. it's okkay, i didnt do my 'JOB' todaay ;D so it's all good :]
one two, babysteps. threee four, babysteps, five six, babysteps.& i'm starting over again.
i'll blog about ACTUAL things tommorw if i get the chancee, but for now, gooodbyee.
but todaay, i couldve died if jesi and anthony wasnt theree, ahah so thankyou ^__________^
& majesty. . -_____- LOL. it's okkay, i didnt do my 'JOB' todaay ;D so it's all good :]
one two, babysteps. threee four, babysteps, five six, babysteps.& i'm starting over again.
i'll blog about ACTUAL things tommorw if i get the chancee, but for now, gooodbyee.
Friday, July 24, 2009
quick short post since i didnt have time today >_>
but . . . .
Happy 3 months (:
&
Happy Birthday <3
& for the first time . . i missed a 11:11 twice .
' walking around at night makes me think '
because it's dark . . i like the dark. . it makes me think about my L life.
& tommorow's gonna be a good day? haha, stupid majesty (x
but . . . .
Happy 3 months (:
&
Happy Birthday <3
& for the first time . . i missed a 11:11 twice .
' walking around at night makes me think '
because it's dark . . i like the dark. . it makes me think about my L life.
& tommorow's gonna be a good day? haha, stupid majesty (x
Thursday, July 23, 2009
it's 9:50 p.m. eh, i dont feel like 'blogging' too tired and lazy.
i took the longest nap today though, it felt really nice , but i had the WORST headache after i woke up. i guess if something good happens to you, then something bad must aswell.
& not only can i relate it to my nap. but many other things. choosing a decision, making it final, and still, having that side effect right there to stop you from whatever. that's the good and bad thing.
what else, oh yeah. basketball camp seriously got me into such a shape i couldnt even thought of. my legs got so much bigger with it's muscle popping out and such. it looks really disgusting kinda, but that just shows how much i tried & accomplish. well, thats the good thing. what's the bad? oh yeah, tommorow's the freakin last day of basketball camp.
hm, i'm not done yet. there's more. & you gain some, you lose some. gaining a new friendship with someone, thats the good thing. losing some, thats the bad thing.
& the conversation tonight got me thinking. . ALOT. hm, we'll see wont we ?
you were in my mind last night, & i couldnt go to sleep.
Decisions. & i guess i should start afterall.
& My MAJESTY madee my day (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPq5r0VvJZA
♥
i took the longest nap today though, it felt really nice , but i had the WORST headache after i woke up. i guess if something good happens to you, then something bad must aswell.
& not only can i relate it to my nap. but many other things. choosing a decision, making it final, and still, having that side effect right there to stop you from whatever. that's the good and bad thing.
what else, oh yeah. basketball camp seriously got me into such a shape i couldnt even thought of. my legs got so much bigger with it's muscle popping out and such. it looks really disgusting kinda, but that just shows how much i tried & accomplish. well, thats the good thing. what's the bad? oh yeah, tommorow's the freakin last day of basketball camp.
hm, i'm not done yet. there's more. & you gain some, you lose some. gaining a new friendship with someone, thats the good thing. losing some, thats the bad thing.
& the conversation tonight got me thinking. . ALOT. hm, we'll see wont we ?
you were in my mind last night, & i couldnt go to sleep.
Decisions. & i guess i should start afterall.
& My MAJESTY madee my day (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPq5r0VvJZA
♥
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
& last month, of what i read . . today was suppose to be it. so we can put it that way. even th0ugh i . .
7 months ago ~
i made a decision last night, i stood with it. but now, after seeing that. idontknow, it's just so confusing.
it's this or that denny. pick one. or your just going to keep that reputation that you always told yourself and call yourself, every single day.
well, besides everything.
i hope you have a wonderful , fun, safe , and of course amazing trip, Bestfriend♥
7 months ago ~
i made a decision last night, i stood with it. but now, after seeing that. idontknow, it's just so confusing.
it's this or that denny. pick one. or your just going to keep that reputation that you always told yourself and call yourself, every single day.
& that right there... decision made . elevenpm.
well, besides everything.
i hope you have a wonderful , fun, safe , and of course amazing trip, Bestfriend♥
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
todaay, was definitly my favorite day of summer AND basketball camp ^____^
we did a mini tournament and shot around the whole time at camp. no running whatsoever for a purpose. that made my day.
& after that ; i had fun with my friends, even if it was so hot or so D: ahaha, i went to the topp of the gymm, i think thats somethig to be proud of (:
the only bad part about today was i kept on being annoyed by someone -_- && all of my bruises that led to scars D;
& you know; i can not get that out of my head. . of what could've been. this can be under the category of the things I r e g r e t .
it's been more then half a year ever since then. & sometimes, it still just still replays in my head.
about 7 months ago ^
: how many girlfriends have you had?
: '4'
: o_o
: not
: suprised
^ That made me laugh , it just feels awkward in way. how i had one 'every year' 4th,5th,6th,7th, & then it stopped out of nowhere because of . . . .
surprisingly, i didnt have that much time to talk about things, so more next time.
but overall, i had a good day (:
we did a mini tournament and shot around the whole time at camp. no running whatsoever for a purpose. that made my day.
& after that ; i had fun with my friends, even if it was so hot or so D: ahaha, i went to the topp of the gymm, i think thats somethig to be proud of (:
the only bad part about today was i kept on being annoyed by someone -_- && all of my bruises that led to scars D;
& you know; i can not get that out of my head. . of what could've been. this can be under the category of the things I r e g r e t .
it's been more then half a year ever since then. & sometimes, it still just still replays in my head.
about 7 months ago ^
: how many girlfriends have you had?
: '4'
: o_o
: not
: suprised
^ That made me laugh , it just feels awkward in way. how i had one 'every year' 4th,5th,6th,7th, & then it stopped out of nowhere because of . . . .
surprisingly, i didnt have that much time to talk about things, so more next time.
but overall, i had a good day (:
Sunday, July 19, 2009
& those little things makes my day, it just made me so glad that i just had to yell it out .
She has an exception, currently how things are going, you don't , so i guess it was a waste afterall .
hah. your kidding me right? because now it just gives me the more reasons to . .
&& thankkyouu verrryyverrryy much (:
&&& of course - Vivian Tuong Nguyen is cooooool ^__^
M & M 7199 (; <3
She has an exception, currently how things are going, you don't , so i guess it was a waste afterall .
hah. your kidding me right? because now it just gives me the more reasons to . .
&& thankkyouu verrryyverrryy much (:
&&& of course - Vivian Tuong Nguyen is cooooool ^__^
M & M 7199 (; <3
Saturday, July 18, 2009
gramps house.
& my eyes healing.
yes, i'm going out tommorw, :-D uhm, hopfully o.o
aleerrgicc reactions better not occur in the mo0rning, ): blah, i guess i had a good day. stayed home, and got alot closer with my mom's bf .
ahah (: <3
' denny ! '
" yes, brytney? "
' can we listen to the equation song? '
" O: absolutely . "
(:
" you deserve the best, nothing less from me.
hold your hands, open doors, treat you like a lady.
all your dreams will come true, baby when you're with me.
don't fight yourself from him, i'm the half you neeeed. "
^_______^
i feel happy, how rare D: (:
i'll possibly blog about 'SOMETHING' tommorow, instead of all these not interesting things? ahah, mmkay bye (=
& my eyes healing.
yes, i'm going out tommorw, :-D uhm, hopfully o.o
aleerrgicc reactions better not occur in the mo0rning, ): blah, i guess i had a good day. stayed home, and got alot closer with my mom's bf .
ahah (: <3
' denny ! '
" yes, brytney? "
' can we listen to the equation song? '
" O: absolutely . "
(:
" you deserve the best, nothing less from me.
hold your hands, open doors, treat you like a lady.
all your dreams will come true, baby when you're with me.
don't fight yourself from him, i'm the half you neeeed. "
^_______^
i feel happy, how rare D: (:
i'll possibly blog about 'SOMETHING' tommorow, instead of all these not interesting things? ahah, mmkay bye (=
7 17 2009 .
Worst day of my summer so far.
It all started during basketball camp. where everything was going so smoothly, until that one little thing i didnt hear, which made me mistook something by my coach. & that, led to something i've been waiting for ever since school ended. . ever since summer started. . ever since i heard about it. . ever since the word 'highschool' even came to me. . & all of that, went where? oh yeah, it went right down the drain.
The funny thing was, nothing bad happend when i was at bella, besides my legs being so tiring, the hot weather which makes me eminently grumpy. & the not enough sleep factor, which makes me sleepy. but i saw my PBVB♥, so that's the only thing that made my day.
& after that, i ask my mom if i can sleepover my friend's house, actually i didnt even ask. i gave him the answer of no right there and then because i knew my mom was going to say no. & so i told my mom about it, thinking that she would be happy to hear what i did, but no, she tells me ' why didnt you even ask me, even if i was goin to say no anyways ? ' & so i asked her if i can at least go out with my friends tommorw, ( saturday) & for the first time, i get somethi from her that i rarely hear when i ask . . " No. " your kidding me right, mom ?
& so even after that, i went to my gramps house. & to make thing's worst, guess what happens? oh yeah, my allergic reactions which happens every now and then. but what i hated about it this time, was the body part it occurred in was my EYE. & that, led to such a disgusting sight in the mirror. i cant open my right eye, and everytime i try to, it hurts, like a stab to the heart. & then what i noticed that night was it began to happen to my other eye. w o w . & then my mom tells me that i shouldnt look at a computer or laptop or phone or whatever for the rest of the night, since tht may be one of the reasons why it happend all in the first place. & if i do, there's a chance where i may go blind. & even though i already am. . she meant completely . so much for healing in 12 hours or so, it's going to take longer then that. & so if it doesnt heal by today, then theres i chance i may not even go anywhere for the rest of the week, which means no sunday. no basketball camp LAST WEEK. & means no going out.
haha hey, i'm not done yet. after going home and everything, i wondered to myself, why am i having such a terribly bad day? why in the world, did it happen TODAY. so guess what i did? i went to my little Asian horoscope thing, ( it works most of the time ) & guess what it freekin says? " be careful today, your going to have one of the worst days you ever dreamt of. "
haha, how true right? 'coincidence much?' as i thought to myself reading it. it might not have been the worst days i ever dreamt of, but one of my dreams were crushed, wasn't it? so there we have it.
July 17th 2009 Friday - Officially marks my worst days of summer.
Let's hope for a better day tomorrow
It all started during basketball camp. where everything was going so smoothly, until that one little thing i didnt hear, which made me mistook something by my coach. & that, led to something i've been waiting for ever since school ended. . ever since summer started. . ever since i heard about it. . ever since the word 'highschool' even came to me. . & all of that, went where? oh yeah, it went right down the drain.
The funny thing was, nothing bad happend when i was at bella, besides my legs being so tiring, the hot weather which makes me eminently grumpy. & the not enough sleep factor, which makes me sleepy. but i saw my PBVB♥, so that's the only thing that made my day.
& after that, i ask my mom if i can sleepover my friend's house, actually i didnt even ask. i gave him the answer of no right there and then because i knew my mom was going to say no. & so i told my mom about it, thinking that she would be happy to hear what i did, but no, she tells me ' why didnt you even ask me, even if i was goin to say no anyways ? ' & so i asked her if i can at least go out with my friends tommorw, ( saturday) & for the first time, i get somethi from her that i rarely hear when i ask . . " No. " your kidding me right, mom ?
& so even after that, i went to my gramps house. & to make thing's worst, guess what happens? oh yeah, my allergic reactions which happens every now and then. but what i hated about it this time, was the body part it occurred in was my EYE. & that, led to such a disgusting sight in the mirror. i cant open my right eye, and everytime i try to, it hurts, like a stab to the heart. & then what i noticed that night was it began to happen to my other eye. w o w . & then my mom tells me that i shouldnt look at a computer or laptop or phone or whatever for the rest of the night, since tht may be one of the reasons why it happend all in the first place. & if i do, there's a chance where i may go blind. & even though i already am. . she meant completely . so much for healing in 12 hours or so, it's going to take longer then that. & so if it doesnt heal by today, then theres i chance i may not even go anywhere for the rest of the week, which means no sunday. no basketball camp LAST WEEK. & means no going out.
haha hey, i'm not done yet. after going home and everything, i wondered to myself, why am i having such a terribly bad day? why in the world, did it happen TODAY. so guess what i did? i went to my little Asian horoscope thing, ( it works most of the time ) & guess what it freekin says? " be careful today, your going to have one of the worst days you ever dreamt of. "
haha, how true right? 'coincidence much?' as i thought to myself reading it. it might not have been the worst days i ever dreamt of, but one of my dreams were crushed, wasn't it? so there we have it.
July 17th 2009 Friday - Officially marks my worst days of summer.
Let's hope for a better day tomorrow
Friday, July 17, 2009
oh wow .
my dreams; were fucking crushed right in front of my face, because i couldnt even hear something right. just because i couldnt HEAR somethin right. it's so pathetic. it's not even funny, ugh . but at least, now i have something to cry for.
details tommorw.
11:09 p.m. but currrently, my life's fucked.
my dreams; were fucking crushed right in front of my face, because i couldnt even hear something right. just because i couldnt HEAR somethin right. it's so pathetic. it's not even funny, ugh . but at least, now i have something to cry for.
details tommorw.
11:09 p.m. but currrently, my life's fucked.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
i feeel so happyy ever since i got homee ^_____^
-
: yeah. Your poems are great :O
^ i havent talked to you in a whilee, and it was nice seeing you today (: && thanks for the compliments (;
& hm, but even though the things that made me laugh tonight, or even smilee, this morning when i woke up, i felt like i wanted to die. i just dont know why. but i guess it's because of all of those things replaying in my head.
: but remember
: a while ago
: you said
: if i ever liked anyone
: i would telll youuu ;D
^ & that just brings back alot of memories.
well, i dont know what to say really, last blogg i said i didnt want to be too 'obvious' i'll keep it that way. well uhm . . blaaaah i dont like my blog tonight, but anyways here(:
it makes me just so happy, when i see your face.
but what brings me down, is i'm wondering if my feelings for you is such a disgrace.
' you lift me up, and you hold me down'
you never ever make my smiles flip around
you make me laugh, you make me smile.
you make my feelings for you, worthwhile.
how can a girl, be so so . . extraordinary ?
now it just gives me the more reasons for you to be the one that i'll marry
i cant stress enough, of what i letted go in the past.
now we may never be , not the first, nor the last.
even though you make me smile, you cause me much pain.
have you ever realized this, it's like you cant even restrain.
but it hurts so bad, to the point that it makes me fall.
and i was about to love you so much, and give you my all . .
but i guess this time, it isnt right, since you give me no hints at night.
then whats the point anymore; to fight ?
let me know something, let me know you want to try.
for all of this, because if not, then all you've done for me, it's all a lie.
but i hate how my feelings change so quickly, in a short amount of time.
but i guess we can only rely on the future, to tell us our lives.
the path we choose, the choices we make.
let's not make anythin bad. let it be the truth, and nothing at all, fake.
i'm the one for you, your the one for me.
let's show everybody that our love's meant to be.
: so you just make those love poems about no one? LOL
^ ahaha, exactly (:
& lastly, since i'm 'nice' ; IF happy 3/4 (;
-
: yeah. Your poems are great :O
^ i havent talked to you in a whilee, and it was nice seeing you today (: && thanks for the compliments (;
& hm, but even though the things that made me laugh tonight, or even smilee, this morning when i woke up, i felt like i wanted to die. i just dont know why. but i guess it's because of all of those things replaying in my head.
: but remember
: a while ago
: you said
: if i ever liked anyone
: i would telll youuu ;D
^ & that just brings back alot of memories.
well, i dont know what to say really, last blogg i said i didnt want to be too 'obvious' i'll keep it that way. well uhm . . blaaaah i dont like my blog tonight, but anyways here(:
it makes me just so happy, when i see your face.
but what brings me down, is i'm wondering if my feelings for you is such a disgrace.
' you lift me up, and you hold me down'
you never ever make my smiles flip around
you make me laugh, you make me smile.
you make my feelings for you, worthwhile.
how can a girl, be so so . . extraordinary ?
now it just gives me the more reasons for you to be the one that i'll marry
i cant stress enough, of what i letted go in the past.
now we may never be , not the first, nor the last.
even though you make me smile, you cause me much pain.
have you ever realized this, it's like you cant even restrain.
but it hurts so bad, to the point that it makes me fall.
and i was about to love you so much, and give you my all . .
but i guess this time, it isnt right, since you give me no hints at night.
then whats the point anymore; to fight ?
let me know something, let me know you want to try.
for all of this, because if not, then all you've done for me, it's all a lie.
but i hate how my feelings change so quickly, in a short amount of time.
but i guess we can only rely on the future, to tell us our lives.
the path we choose, the choices we make.
let's not make anythin bad. let it be the truth, and nothing at all, fake.
i'm the one for you, your the one for me.
let's show everybody that our love's meant to be.
: so you just make those love poems about no one? LOL
^ ahaha, exactly (:
& lastly, since i'm 'nice' ; IF happy 3/4 (;
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
i just wrote a whole long blog about 'things' but i deleted it, after i saw the useless-ness in it.
" Only a week and a half left. " Normally, at these points in time, i would just stand in one place, and think about everything that went through so far. but now, i'm just going to make the best of it.
' 2 things in life, denny. no complaining. no whining. ' & i love how you tell me things while smacking me on the head. . even though i didnt do anything D: but anyways, i hope you have lots of fun on your tripp favorite uncle ♥
& i just got a recent leg injury. ugh, i guess your suppose too after running like 123456789 miles -__-' who knew you can overwork your 'muscles' so much to the point it hurts so freekin bad? >_>
y s u o l a e j - something that i thought wouldnt even come so soon , even though . .
your smart enough ; right ?
conspicuousness.
& i'm trying to avoid that. ^
" Only a week and a half left. " Normally, at these points in time, i would just stand in one place, and think about everything that went through so far. but now, i'm just going to make the best of it.
' 2 things in life, denny. no complaining. no whining. ' & i love how you tell me things while smacking me on the head. . even though i didnt do anything D: but anyways, i hope you have lots of fun on your tripp favorite uncle ♥
& i just got a recent leg injury. ugh, i guess your suppose too after running like 123456789 miles -__-' who knew you can overwork your 'muscles' so much to the point it hurts so freekin bad? >_>
y s u o l a e j - something that i thought wouldnt even come so soon , even though . .
your smart enough ; right ?
conspicuousness.
& i'm trying to avoid that. ^
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
You mean so much to me, i cannot explain.
because if i dont have you, i will go insane.
this problem between you and me, i need to solve.
so our relationship can grow, it can evolve.
your so special, because your the most important person in my life.
i love you so much, in the future, i'm going to make you my wife.
please be my girl, because i'll be your man.
i'll hold you close, in front our friends.
i wont even care what people will say.
as long as i have you every single day.
because i'll be happy as long as i have you.
because you define the word l o v e so true.
if you and me are together, it's something that was decided by fate.
because every day, it's you i contemplate.
i study you carefully so i wont make mistakes.
in the future, so you know i'm not a fake.
because i'll be true to you, i'll keep my word.
& i'll never let you think that our relationship's absurd.
see how much i'm willing to give, to fight for this?
and if you leave me now, your going to be the one i'll always miss.
just give me a chance, just be mine.
our relationship will turn out even way more then fine.
i fell in love with you when we first met.
& ever since then i always wished that i'll be your romeo, and you'll be my juliet.
& im trying every day , but everyone's telling me to let you go.
but i cant, and so in response, all i said to them was no.
that's how much i love you, how much you mean to mee.
realize that first of all, and then you'll see.
who's right for you, because im hopingg that's me.
& when we get together we'll be forever interminably.
I have to be honest, even if this may sound conceited, i think this is one of the best poems i ever made. but , what do YOU think? comment or let me know (':
♥
Monday, July 13, 2009
HAha (=
Today was the worst day that involves basketball for me Dx
didnt eat dinner last night , slept past 3 . woke up at 8, feeling so dizzy, and coughing. went to basketball camp, came LATE since it starts earlIER now. didnt make a single shot, & since i didnt even eat dinner or so yesterday i DIDNT even eat breakfast, so i guess whats gonna happen after you run like 123456789 miles ?! oh yeah, BARF. THROW UP. PUKE. you get the disgusting point. not to mention, you do it for FOUR times . <^> then basketball game which led to embarrassinggg lost, hah, we lose all th time anyways. but hey, at least i learned what NOT to do from now on (:
& so, i guess to end my day, it's poemm timmeeee. " BRING IT . "
~
About Things & Whatevers (= :
The poems that you're doing, to be honest, doesnt make sense.
you just talk about random stuff, why dont you commence.
& talk about the things thats goin through your life, and about you ones you care.
tell the whole world if you have to. you might as well share.
well, anyways, im getting sidetracked, so i might as well say.
what made me think so much, what struck me today.
before . . in that week. you were the only one there.
the person i tell my problems too, the one that that cares.
but what your doing now, what your doing to me, is something i cant bear.
if i were to know that you would do this, i wouldnt tell you in the first place.
but since we barely talk anymore, i just want to say things directly to your face.
how your treating others, what your doing disgusts me.
but only you can find out this whole thing, only you can see.
just realize what your doing, at least today ?
becuz im just wasting time, writing this useless poem for you, but you dont even see it anyways.
but now it's time to move on to my next poem, where i talk about love.
so i hope many of you will enjoy it, & read all of the above .
About LOVE :
love is such a strong word, not many can describe.
but once i hear that word, something strucks me, like a vibe.
love, has only 4 letters, but its so strong.
unsubstantial has 13 words, but it means weak, why is this so wrong?
love is so confusing, thats why they added a word in front of it, the word is true.
& when you have that feeling, your ready to say " i love you "
but since were so young, it's something we cant feel.
it's something that causes so much pain, it doesnt even seem real.
but thats word is to be used, only when you know time's right.
dont back away if someone likes your person, its time for you to fight.
stick with that person, for a long time, until you cant take it anymore.
then just walk away silently just leave that door.
& enter a new one, the ones that have light.
& once you enter that new world, you'll see the person you truly love right there in sight.
& thats when you can say, " this is the path im choosing to take."
i guarantee you nothing will go wrong, the people in your past are all fakes.
make right decisions, because if not, you'll feel regret and even pain.
& with those two feelings overpowering your bodies, it's something you cant restrain.
i'm telling you all this, because i felt that pain before.
now i'm waiting for the right time, where that one person is willing to give me even more.
you may be selfish, but thats also a word that defined love, many people say.
& so many people try to find out what it means, every single day.
what i just want, is to wake up one day, with that person right there.
but that's not going to happen, because even life & love isnt fair.
but when the time comes, i'ma make the right decision right off the spot.
no more ' hesitating, debating, waiting ' ; my love will never ever again get caught.
because i dont want to feel this pain anymore, today will be the last.
evrything now, will leave me, and go to that time. . the past.
& now, a poem just for whatevers (:
the moment i saw you, i knew it was real.
nothing and noone has ever made me feel.
this way before, because you have that spark.
& so appearance gets the attention, so you'll always have that mark.
right in the center, the center of my heart.
because i'm wishing that we'll never be apart.
because i fell in love with you, with you from the start.
i'll do anything for you, even come to you, regardless of the miles.
because i want this feeling to go on forever, especially for a while.
love is such a strong word, but i dont care, because you defined that feeling for meee.
& so i'm going to try everyday to help you with everything you neeeed.
your so special, because you make my days
leaving only happiness to me, nothing. not even disarrays.
it stayed there, even on this day, it still had that seat.
because the moment i stood beside you, my heart accelerated it's beat.
& that's something i cant describe, because it's so unique
& i guarantee if my love is here for you, you'll never make the blood in my heart leak.
i'm there for you, so im hoping to do the same.
but it doesnt matter now, because my love for you will never ever be a shame.
♥
ahah(x wow, that was quite lengthyy, but you can comment and say which ones you like(: if not its finneee, mmkay gooddayyy goodayyy byee!(:
didnt eat dinner last night , slept past 3 . woke up at 8, feeling so dizzy, and coughing. went to basketball camp, came LATE since it starts earlIER now. didnt make a single shot, & since i didnt even eat dinner or so yesterday i DIDNT even eat breakfast, so i guess whats gonna happen after you run like 123456789 miles ?! oh yeah, BARF. THROW UP. PUKE. you get the disgusting point. not to mention, you do it for FOUR times . <^> then basketball game which led to embarrassinggg lost, hah, we lose all th time anyways. but hey, at least i learned what NOT to do from now on (:
& so, i guess to end my day, it's poemm timmeeee. " BRING IT . "
~
About Things & Whatevers (= :
The poems that you're doing, to be honest, doesnt make sense.
you just talk about random stuff, why dont you commence.
& talk about the things thats goin through your life, and about you ones you care.
tell the whole world if you have to. you might as well share.
well, anyways, im getting sidetracked, so i might as well say.
what made me think so much, what struck me today.
before . . in that week. you were the only one there.
the person i tell my problems too, the one that that cares.
but what your doing now, what your doing to me, is something i cant bear.
if i were to know that you would do this, i wouldnt tell you in the first place.
but since we barely talk anymore, i just want to say things directly to your face.
how your treating others, what your doing disgusts me.
but only you can find out this whole thing, only you can see.
just realize what your doing, at least today ?
becuz im just wasting time, writing this useless poem for you, but you dont even see it anyways.
but now it's time to move on to my next poem, where i talk about love.
so i hope many of you will enjoy it, & read all of the above .
About LOVE :
love is such a strong word, not many can describe.
but once i hear that word, something strucks me, like a vibe.
love, has only 4 letters, but its so strong.
unsubstantial has 13 words, but it means weak, why is this so wrong?
love is so confusing, thats why they added a word in front of it, the word is true.
& when you have that feeling, your ready to say " i love you "
but since were so young, it's something we cant feel.
it's something that causes so much pain, it doesnt even seem real.
but thats word is to be used, only when you know time's right.
dont back away if someone likes your person, its time for you to fight.
stick with that person, for a long time, until you cant take it anymore.
then just walk away silently just leave that door.
& enter a new one, the ones that have light.
& once you enter that new world, you'll see the person you truly love right there in sight.
& thats when you can say, " this is the path im choosing to take."
i guarantee you nothing will go wrong, the people in your past are all fakes.
make right decisions, because if not, you'll feel regret and even pain.
& with those two feelings overpowering your bodies, it's something you cant restrain.
i'm telling you all this, because i felt that pain before.
now i'm waiting for the right time, where that one person is willing to give me even more.
you may be selfish, but thats also a word that defined love, many people say.
& so many people try to find out what it means, every single day.
what i just want, is to wake up one day, with that person right there.
but that's not going to happen, because even life & love isnt fair.
but when the time comes, i'ma make the right decision right off the spot.
no more ' hesitating, debating, waiting ' ; my love will never ever again get caught.
because i dont want to feel this pain anymore, today will be the last.
evrything now, will leave me, and go to that time. . the past.
& now, a poem just for whatevers (:
the moment i saw you, i knew it was real.
nothing and noone has ever made me feel.
this way before, because you have that spark.
& so appearance gets the attention, so you'll always have that mark.
right in the center, the center of my heart.
because i'm wishing that we'll never be apart.
because i fell in love with you, with you from the start.
i'll do anything for you, even come to you, regardless of the miles.
because i want this feeling to go on forever, especially for a while.
love is such a strong word, but i dont care, because you defined that feeling for meee.
& so i'm going to try everyday to help you with everything you neeeed.
your so special, because you make my days
leaving only happiness to me, nothing. not even disarrays.
it stayed there, even on this day, it still had that seat.
because the moment i stood beside you, my heart accelerated it's beat.
& that's something i cant describe, because it's so unique
& i guarantee if my love is here for you, you'll never make the blood in my heart leak.
i'm there for you, so im hoping to do the same.
but it doesnt matter now, because my love for you will never ever be a shame.
♥
ahah(x wow, that was quite lengthyy, but you can comment and say which ones you like(: if not its finneee, mmkay gooddayyy goodayyy byee!(:
Sunday, July 12, 2009
7 12 2009
& i wrote a long blog about you. but what you sent me over aim changed things.
" Maybe it's just hard for me to accept that your finally back <3"
BFF - AlvinVietTruong .
" Maybe it's just hard for me to accept that your finally back <3"
BFF - AlvinVietTruong .
Saturday, July 11, 2009
711 '09
& the things that ran through my mind repeatedly today was. .
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& something that soothes me now . Yiruma - Kiss the rain
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& something that soothes me now . Yiruma - Kiss the rain
Friday, July 10, 2009
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
769 .
THERE JACKIE ^ :P
hm , i dont wanna talk about anythingg >_<>
But i want to say THANK YOU MOTHER (: <3>
But i want to say THANK YOU MOTHER (: <3>
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Friday, July 03, 2009
2 p.m. july 3rd.
well, right now, im off to my aunts house. theres a 95% chance i wont get to blog anymore today, or tommorw. so that means i'll be back on sunday, the 5th. well, anyways. yeah.
hm, im getting sick and tired of this. i really am .
& just in case, if i cant blog tonight or tommorw . .
Happy 4 months.
hm, im getting sick and tired of this. i really am .
& just in case, if i cant blog tonight or tommorw . .
Happy 4 months.
Thursday, July 02, 2009
729
oh wow, today was the craziest day of summer by far.
& i would never to expect, that to happen out of nowhere. obsurd. but i guess i cant, do anyhting about it. im on both sides. so it's ridiculous. at least they didnt do anything, cuz if they did. . ugh idontknow what i woulda done.
& like he said, i can see the way your changing. because of influence. sadly, i need to believe that. but the one thing i dont want to believe, is that you said the influence came from me . .
& i think YOU should really do it, im serious. how heshe's been doing.. idk, i think its best for everyone, excepy HESHE for now. just please . "& i told her to do it. "
hey, we're getting closer now. i can feel it. i really can. i hope you can too. we're startin to tell each other things usually now. on the phones again . . maybe like i always say " time " it's happening. & you kinda even said it.
" he's starting to be more ganglike - from you. but i guess your part isnt true anymore. " (:
& nothing really to say. im 100% sure i missed something, but i dont have time and sister needs the laptop, so i guess for now, byee?
Oh & HI BONNIE (= '<#'
& plus, lastly, i want to say thank you. not only from his behalf, but from mines. if you werent there, im sure he wouldve been . . =/
: oh , and who's that ?
: MY SISTER . tiffany huynh (=
: ohh.. OHHH. my bad. but thanks. alot. <3
& i would never to expect, that to happen out of nowhere. obsurd. but i guess i cant, do anyhting about it. im on both sides. so it's ridiculous. at least they didnt do anything, cuz if they did. . ugh idontknow what i woulda done.
& like he said, i can see the way your changing. because of influence. sadly, i need to believe that. but the one thing i dont want to believe, is that you said the influence came from me . .
& i think YOU should really do it, im serious. how heshe's been doing.. idk, i think its best for everyone, excepy HESHE for now. just please . "& i told her to do it. "
hey, we're getting closer now. i can feel it. i really can. i hope you can too. we're startin to tell each other things usually now. on the phones again . . maybe like i always say " time " it's happening. & you kinda even said it.
" he's starting to be more ganglike - from you. but i guess your part isnt true anymore. " (:
& nothing really to say. im 100% sure i missed something, but i dont have time and sister needs the laptop, so i guess for now, byee?
Oh & HI BONNIE (= '<#'
& plus, lastly, i want to say thank you. not only from his behalf, but from mines. if you werent there, im sure he wouldve been . . =/
: oh , and who's that ?
: MY SISTER . tiffany huynh (=
: ohh.. OHHH. my bad. but thanks. alot. <3
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
719
& exactly last year . . anyways, happy 'supposedly' 12 months/ 1 year (:
: HAPPPY SUPPOSABLLY 1 YEAR BBYBOO.
at least you remembered (=
well, my namoh's back from san jose (:<>_< oh well.
" this time, your hanging with your family. "
& i thought everythig was going well, until 2 p.m. >.>
but i noticed something. that i need to stick up more. aggressive-ness, perseverance , speed, quickness. oy, im not like that person i was back in 4th or 5th grade .
'so there's this boy, & he's confused about his relationship. & to make matters worst, someone else comes along. & you. . boy . . just dont be stupid. for me.
' trust me '
& i think about of what you said today, and oh wow, i can relate well ~
: dont worry about it.
: when you say that, it makes me worry even more.
: exactly (:
^ hehe, put a smile on my face :-D
well, sorry for the boring blog, i didnt have time to think, well, some other time thenn. goodbyee& goodnight ! (:
: HAPPPY SUPPOSABLLY 1 YEAR BBYBOO.
at least you remembered (=
well, my namoh's back from san jose (:<>_< oh well.
" this time, your hanging with your family. "
& i thought everythig was going well, until 2 p.m. >.>
but i noticed something. that i need to stick up more. aggressive-ness, perseverance , speed, quickness. oy, im not like that person i was back in 4th or 5th grade .
'so there's this boy, & he's confused about his relationship. & to make matters worst, someone else comes along. & you. . boy . . just dont be stupid. for me.
' trust me '
& i think about of what you said today, and oh wow, i can relate well ~
: dont worry about it.
: when you say that, it makes me worry even more.
: exactly (:
^ hehe, put a smile on my face :-D
well, sorry for the boring blog, i didnt have time to think, well, some other time thenn. goodbyee& goodnight ! (:
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