No question, just a comment... You tend to lose friends easily and I'm beginning to see it now. Is it because you don't hold onto them and let then fade away slowly? Because that's what I fucking think.
I'm not going to deny that i lose friends easily. What i believe is that i tend to put other friends in front of others. That may be a problem, but i realized that it's not that I dont hold onto them. It's that they don't hold onto me. There'll be time where i make an effort in everything fucking thing i do. & what do i get back? Nothing. Nothing at all. You're thinking that im suppose to answer this "comment" in general, but how am i suppose to really give a specific reason and reply to? I didnt lose ALL my friends. & if anything. I gained some also. " You lose some, you gain some" So if i were to lose you, then i gained someone else. So maybe it's time you make an effort in this "friendship" Because people that makes the first move and shows me effort, That's something that catches my eyes. All my life, i got putted down upon because i didnt show effort. This doesnt have to relate to anything, but it was something else that i regretted all my life. So now, every fucking thing i do. I try. I show effort. & if it doesnt seem like im trying enough for you. Then maybe thats because i've already done so much. So now, once you tell me who you are, i'll say the mistakes YOU'VE done.