The thought of it eminently excited me. Because i can't tell you these things over the phone like i said, i just dont like the idea of that. Because what's the point? All im going to do, is hear your voice. And that cant work for me. I need to see your face, your face espression, your body language. Not just your tone of voice, even though that alone tells me alot. I need to tell you in person. So im hoping you understand. It was awkward i must admit, but i thank BIGBANG for that change. At least, maybe for now? Idontknow, but i told you to wait for me, becuse i really hope you do. 3 days, 72 hours. " Tuesday may change aswell " I'll prove it to you. I'm going to keep my word. As pathetic as it sounds. I know i've done wrong. But im willing to do right.
i hope you take my word for that. It's time i step up. I've been waiting for this day, i really have. Even though what i expected wasn't . . yeah. I know that i shouldn't have expected too much, and so i'm completely fine with that. " 4320 minutes ". Wait for me, because it might be worth it.
But then, i remember from talking to him and figured out myself, how i shouldnt expect too much; the statement is still in my head. - ' Either it's really good. Or really bad. All or nothing.'
