When you told me, a sudden impact just hit me. A jolt, in my body. A numb feeling from head to toe, took over. Things aren't talked over yet, but they will .

It isnt time to go yet, it isnt. I just know it. Because time was what i always talked about. & i always relied on that. & it usually works. it actually does. & if i ALWAYS relied on that. And this time, when i know something that has to do with time, then it must be right.

After talking to you, i realized many things. From missing how things were , to missing how me and him were. you tell me things that make think so hard. I've been told that i usually look ahead 3 steps. In everything i do, and everything i say. When i tell you something, those 3 things im ready to answer to your reply, fails me. Because the things you say, counters that. idontknow why, but it is what it is. But, In the end i also realized, that i would love it. . if you stay by me for these next couple years. Because there aren't many things i want. There aren't many things i need. But there is one thing or actually one person , and that's you; Bestfriend.

As for you, i think tomorrow, will be intersante, but i'll see .


Hey BB, how many times did i say FML today ?HAHA, I'll say it again;

FUCK MY LIFE .