So today in english , we're suppose to write a journal about ENVY.
" Sometimes we want to have what someone else has because we know it will make us happy. "

She told us to write whenever we felt envy or if we feel it right now. & so, like i always do, i started my journal in class right away, because this was a journal that finally had a good topic. i looked up towards the class after finishing my paper, and i noticed that everyone was still writing, some were even blank. So, i guess that means i was the first one to finish. That says something. Hah; I guess i just had alot to say. Since i didnt even finish it completely since we were suppose to only write one page D: but oh well, i guess that's good enough.

& even though tomorrow it might not happen. I actually have something to look forward to.

You see, you make me expect things that arent suppose to be expected. You make me do things that other people wants me to do that i dont do. You changed me. You made me think of this whole thing as a completely different way now. experience. You made me open up. You broke my shell. You made me who i am today. You make me think of things i never wouldve even think of. You made me realize. But most importantly, you make me . . me.