It's scary. It's creepy. You told me that. But, but, you want to know what's really scary? What's really creepy? Its how your always somewhat there.

Whatever i think of, all the thoughts i have. The things in my mind. To the dreams i dream of. To the nightmares i get. You're in each and every single one. Waking up in the middle of night everyday, i tend to look for you. But i know you're not there. So i grab your pillow. & hug it, until my body turns numb.

Every night, you're in my nightmares, and in my dreams.
Whenever thinking of you, there's never a screen.
Nothing blocks me, to what i do.
As long as i get what i want, as long as i have you.
The presence you have when you're around me, its unexplainable.
The feelings i receive, is truly remarkable.
From the pain you make me have. To the happiness i get.
The day i asked you to be my girlfriend, i will never regret.
There's no rush in our relationship, no need to hurry.
I'm getting used to the pain, so you dont need to worry.
We can take it slow if you want, no more rash & stupid decisions.
Because , honestly, and seriously, i dont want another heartbreak collison.
Knowing that i have you, is what keeps me sane.
You got this attachment on me, i cannot explain.
Im sure no one else does, of what i see inside of you.
But im not going to tell you at all, even though you tell me to.
From the harm and abuse, and the insults i receive.
I could really care less, because that's how you 'show your affection towards me. '