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Saturday, October 03, 2009

DEAR ,

i told you; those things are true. They are real. I attempted to stop you. i did. i tried. I know pure force wasnt going to do anything either. I know how stubborn u can be. But thats just it, you werent going to listen. & being the person i am, surprisingly, i allowed you to do whateevr the fuck you want. And then after you leaving me multiple times, i realized i cant do anything else about it. So what did i do ? I told you i was going to leave. How you possibly wanted me to. So i did. " Sorry for ditching you. " This shall be the first time i'm actually going to mean it. but dont apologize. Because i hope i knocked some sense into you. You need your alone time. i know you do. So that's why i decided it would be best for you to be alone. So i made the decision i know i was going to regret from the start & left .

Youre alone in the fuckin streets. You know how i fucking feel right now? PROBALY WORSE THEN YOU. fuck man. But its too late now, you made your decision, i tried to change it. but in the end, it was useless, and again, i gave up. again&again. I better see you safe as hell tomorrrow. No matter on your decision, i'm going to stick with you no matter what.


Remember something though , youre my KI. my KICK-IT buddy, wherever you go, i go. Wherever i go, you go. We hang out and laugh like there's no tomorrow, but what did you do just now? Oh yeah, you changed the definition of our title for each other.





@ 12:16 A.M. EDIT : But now that i think about it. . I didnt leave you. You left me.