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Sunday, September 27, 2009

" someone told me that if i broke up with you,
then i would regret it. I didnt believe them, until today. "

" : are you ready to put up with me again ?
: yes i will, but i never said i stopped, did i ?
: you showed it.
: that doesnt matter. i know actions speaks louder than words. but what about the three words i love you ? Do you know how strong those words are? THATS an exception. So why cant we be? "

i gave you two days before , until i did it. But two days after. . two days was all i needed to realize that i really needed you.

To say all those things , i couldve aimed you, i couldve texted you, i couldve called you. But no, because i really needed and wanted to see you. Yesterday night, idontknow what happend, you came into my mind, and i couldnt take it anymore. I broke down, i went crazy, leaving my ki, worrying the fuck out of himself. ' i looked like i died ' Everything i told you last night, or 'earlier' i meant all of it. Each and every single word, because if i didnt, then Why else would i biked it all the way there ? Why would i risk getting caught sneaking out of the house at 2 in the morning? But thats the thing. i was hoping that if i did get caught . . the trip would be worth it . And in the end, it was.

" So amazed how you take me back,
Each and everytime our love collapsed. "

Thank You .
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In this world, theres many different 'rounds' in games. Love is just like a game, right? You either win or lose. MY round 1. . it was game over for me. So, this is the start of round 2. . And i'm hoping this round, this upcoming round, i don't win or lose. & i hope you don't either. .