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Monday, September 28, 2009

i think im going crazy .

i always told myself whats the point of saying " i love you " to someone? it's only words. . but for some reason, they're incredibly strong words. i don't know the meaning of love. i want to though. i want to know the feeling, i want to know what love means.

i dont know what it means. but i can tell you right now, that i definitely know how it feels like. .

so this is what love is.

What a feeling. And for the first time in my whole life. i actually mean the next couple words im about to say:

I have never felt such a feeling like this before.

THIS
is love. I know it, i just do. because what other way am i suppose to describe this feeling ?

Nowadays, i just want to see you. i just want to be with you. Never in my life have i wanted so many things. .

!@#$%^&*() i dont know what to say. im just so FUCKING happy.

im going out of my mind. my body cant function carefully. that may seem like a bad thing. but no. its a good thing. a really good thing. i hope. its because, its because

my whole body's filled with happiness, and it just went overboard. Its too much for me to handle.




but in the end, im actually scared . .