i come home, late. & the first thing you do is yell at me for how i go out too much. Dont you see me sweating my ass off? Cant you see i went and did something & somewhere school related ? & then you go on with a lecture about my sisters. You don't support her huh? Well, I DO. & i even told you that. But then you go on with how, its because she has a way with words. Yeah, thats true, but thats exactly why she's right. She's not only all talk. Maybe you guys should start being more trustworthy. On me, at least. I stay up every single night doing my homework because i choose to, and care about my education, and what i get from that is you yelling at me for being on the computer for so long, and tell me get off the phone. I know my mistake for being on the phone so late but youre kidding me right ? You need to trust, love, and be happy about us. NEED to be. Thats all, because i love you guys. i really really do. but how things are going, i think i should take those words back .

You gasped when i said those words. I dont blame you, at least you some what understand what im going through.

but now that i think about it. i think im going to take back those words. even if i was 'messing around'