i feeel so happyy ever since i got homee ^_____^
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: yeah. Your poems are great :O

^ i havent talked to you in a whilee, and it was nice seeing you today (: && thanks for the compliments (;

& hm, but even though the things that made me laugh tonight, or even smilee, this morning when i woke up, i felt like i wanted to die. i just dont know why. but i guess it's because of all of those things replaying in my head.

: but remember
: a while ago
: you said
: if i ever liked anyone
: i would telll youuu ;D

^ & that just brings back alot of memories.


well, i dont know what to say really, last blogg i said i didnt want to be too 'obvious' i'll keep it that way. well uhm . . blaaaah i dont like my blog tonight, but anyways here(:

it makes me just so happy, when i see your face.
but what brings me down, is i'm wondering if my feelings for you is such a disgrace.
' you lift me up, and you hold me down'
you never ever make my smiles flip around
you make me laugh, you make me smile.
you make my feelings for you, worthwhile.
how can a girl, be so so . . extraordinary ?
now it just gives me the more reasons for you to be the one that i'll marry
i cant stress enough, of what i letted go in the past.
now we may never be , not the first, nor the last.
even though you make me smile, you cause me much pain.
have you ever realized this, it's like you cant even restrain.
but it hurts so bad, to the point that it makes me fall.
and i was about to love you so much, and give you my all . .
but i guess this time, it isnt right, since you give me no hints at night.
then whats the point anymore; to fight ?
let me know something, let me know you want to try.
for all of this, because if not, then all you've done for me, it's all a lie.
but i hate how my feelings change so quickly, in a short amount of time.
but i guess we can only rely on the future, to tell us our lives.
the path we choose, the choices we make.
let's not make anythin bad. let it be the truth, and nothing at all, fake.
i'm the one for you, your the one for me.
let's show everybody that our love's meant to be.


: so you just make those love poems about no one? LOL

^ ahaha, exactly (:

& lastly, since i'm 'nice' ; IF happy 3/4 (;