Today was the worst day that involves basketball for me Dx
didnt eat dinner last night , slept past 3 . woke up at 8, feeling so dizzy, and coughing. went to basketball camp, came LATE since it starts earlIER now. didnt make a single shot, & since i didnt even eat dinner or so yesterday i DIDNT even eat breakfast, so i guess whats gonna happen after you run like 123456789 miles ?! oh yeah, BARF. THROW UP. PUKE. you get the disgusting point. not to mention, you do it for FOUR times . <^> then basketball game which led to embarrassinggg lost, hah, we lose all th time anyways. but hey, at least i learned what NOT to do from now on (:
& so, i guess to end my day, it's poemm timmeeee. " BRING IT . "
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About Things & Whatevers (= :
The poems that you're doing, to be honest, doesnt make sense.
you just talk about random stuff, why dont you commence.
& talk about the things thats goin through your life, and about you ones you care.
tell the whole world if you have to. you might as well share.
well, anyways, im getting sidetracked, so i might as well say.
what made me think so much, what struck me today.
before . . in that week. you were the only one there.
the person i tell my problems too, the one that that cares.
but what your doing now, what your doing to me, is something i cant bear.
if i were to know that you would do this, i wouldnt tell you in the first place.
but since we barely talk anymore, i just want to say things directly to your face.
how your treating others, what your doing disgusts me.
but only you can find out this whole thing, only you can see.
just realize what your doing, at least today ?
becuz im just wasting time, writing this useless poem for you, but you dont even see it anyways.
but now it's time to move on to my next poem, where i talk about love.
so i hope many of you will enjoy it, & read all of the above .
About LOVE :
love is such a strong word, not many can describe.
but once i hear that word, something strucks me, like a vibe.
love, has only 4 letters, but its so strong.
unsubstantial has 13 words, but it means weak, why is this so wrong?
love is so confusing, thats why they added a word in front of it, the word is true.
& when you have that feeling, your ready to say " i love you "
but since were so young, it's something we cant feel.
it's something that causes so much pain, it doesnt even seem real.
but thats word is to be used, only when you know time's right.
dont back away if someone likes your person, its time for you to fight.
stick with that person, for a long time, until you cant take it anymore.
then just walk away silently just leave that door.
& enter a new one, the ones that have light.
& once you enter that new world, you'll see the person you truly love right there in sight.
& thats when you can say, " this is the path im choosing to take."
i guarantee you nothing will go wrong, the people in your past are all fakes.
make right decisions, because if not, you'll feel regret and even pain.
& with those two feelings overpowering your bodies, it's something you cant restrain.
i'm telling you all this, because i felt that pain before.
now i'm waiting for the right time, where that one person is willing to give me even more.
you may be selfish, but thats also a word that defined love, many people say.
& so many people try to find out what it means, every single day.
what i just want, is to wake up one day, with that person right there.
but that's not going to happen, because even life & love isnt fair.
but when the time comes, i'ma make the right decision right off the spot.
no more ' hesitating, debating, waiting ' ; my love will never ever again get caught.
because i dont want to feel this pain anymore, today will be the last.
evrything now, will leave me, and go to that time. . the past.
& now, a poem just for whatevers (:
the moment i saw you, i knew it was real.
nothing and noone has ever made me feel.
this way before, because you have that spark.
& so appearance gets the attention, so you'll always have that mark.
right in the center, the center of my heart.
because i'm wishing that we'll never be apart.
because i fell in love with you, with you from the start.
i'll do anything for you, even come to you, regardless of the miles.
because i want this feeling to go on forever, especially for a while.
love is such a strong word, but i dont care, because you defined that feeling for meee.
& so i'm going to try everyday to help you with everything you neeeed.
your so special, because you make my days
leaving only happiness to me, nothing. not even disarrays.
it stayed there, even on this day, it still had that seat.
because the moment i stood beside you, my heart accelerated it's beat.
& that's something i cant describe, because it's so unique
& i guarantee if my love is here for you, you'll never make the blood in my heart leak.
i'm there for you, so im hoping to do the same.
but it doesnt matter now, because my love for you will never ever be a shame.
♥
ahah(x wow, that was quite lengthyy, but you can comment and say which ones you like(: if not its finneee, mmkay gooddayyy goodayyy byee!(:
