Worst day of my summer so far.
It all started during basketball camp. where everything was going so smoothly, until that one little thing i didnt hear, which made me mistook something by my coach. & that, led to something i've been waiting for ever since school ended. . ever since summer started. . ever since i heard about it. . ever since the word 'highschool' even came to me. . & all of that, went where? oh yeah, it went right down the drain.
The funny thing was, nothing bad happend when i was at bella, besides my legs being so tiring, the hot weather which makes me eminently grumpy. & the not enough sleep factor, which makes me sleepy. but i saw my PBVB♥, so that's the only thing that made my day.
& after that, i ask my mom if i can sleepover my friend's house, actually i didnt even ask. i gave him the answer of no right there and then because i knew my mom was going to say no. & so i told my mom about it, thinking that she would be happy to hear what i did, but no, she tells me ' why didnt you even ask me, even if i was goin to say no anyways ? ' & so i asked her if i can at least go out with my friends tommorw, ( saturday) & for the first time, i get somethi from her that i rarely hear when i ask . . " No. " your kidding me right, mom ?
& so even after that, i went to my gramps house. & to make thing's worst, guess what happens? oh yeah, my allergic reactions which happens every now and then. but what i hated about it this time, was the body part it occurred in was my EYE. & that, led to such a disgusting sight in the mirror. i cant open my right eye, and everytime i try to, it hurts, like a stab to the heart. & then what i noticed that night was it began to happen to my other eye. w o w . & then my mom tells me that i shouldnt look at a computer or laptop or phone or whatever for the rest of the night, since tht may be one of the reasons why it happend all in the first place. & if i do, there's a chance where i may go blind. & even though i already am. . she meant completely . so much for healing in 12 hours or so, it's going to take longer then that. & so if it doesnt heal by today, then theres i chance i may not even go anywhere for the rest of the week, which means no sunday. no basketball camp LAST WEEK. & means no going out.
haha hey, i'm not done yet. after going home and everything, i wondered to myself, why am i having such a terribly bad day? why in the world, did it happen TODAY. so guess what i did? i went to my little Asian horoscope thing, ( it works most of the time ) & guess what it freekin says? " be careful today, your going to have one of the worst days you ever dreamt of. "
haha, how true right? 'coincidence much?' as i thought to myself reading it. it might not have been the worst days i ever dreamt of, but one of my dreams were crushed, wasn't it? so there we have it.
July 17th 2009 Friday - Officially marks my worst days of summer.
Let's hope for a better day tomorrow
