Hated by some.
Loved by none.
Irdgac about anyone.
& today I realized something. " so, I heard he's a poser "
I'll be honest, I guess I have been a little bit 'different' but do keep in mind. in mind about my FULL name.
Everyone DOES know, that you usually take the name of your father's last name.rightt?
MY dad's last name is HUYNH. Okayy?!
My DAD is a huynh. That makes ME one. That's how it is. You take your dad's last name. but, the only reason why Im a CO is because I was the ONLY boy to be born in my family.
My tradition saids 'CO' is to be given to only a boy. That's the reason why im a CO - not only because of my tradition but to carry on the generation, AND most importantly, because the recent CO that past away at such an early age was my grandpa. My REAL grandpa.
& im glad most of you can actually see the face of your one and only grandpa, the one that has your last name. Because I CAN'T and DIDN'T.
No one in my family is a co. Not even my MOM. MY MOM'S A HUYNH.
& that's how I bad I feel. To be put on so much pressure.
MY MOM DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT THE TRADITION. SHE begged my DAD if I could be a CO. she wanted me to be a CO because HER dad was.
& because MY dad loved her so much, he said ''Yes,okay hun, he may be a CO, but he's the only one of its kind, the only CO around here . ."
& That's how I FEEL . So different. It's painful. It really is. Im suppose to feel special, suppose to feel unique. To be maybe the only one around here. But no, walking around every single day, knowing that I may be hated by someone since im such a 'poser'
IF ONLY YOU KNOW MY BACKGROUND. IF ONLY YOU KNOW ABOUT ME.
But there's a reason why they're call ''IF'S" because everything has a reason.
But NOW you do, I have REASONS for being such a 'poser' because I'm NOT one.
" Your a CO literally, but your seriously a HUYNH because its in your blood. Because of dad's blood. & because of his last name"
& now, I hope some of you understand this. I never even told ANYONE about this. But after going everyday hearing all these FALSE rumors . . I just HAD to say this. i had to let it all out.
So people , GET THIS STRAIGHT. Even if my 'name' doesn't say it. Im a huynh.You wanna know the reason? Well, its up there ^^
I'm a CO on the outside, but a HUYNH on the inside. << Remember that . People hide thier true colors, they hide thier real selves, they hide thier emotions, and feelings. but this year, i didnt. i letted out my true side. my NAME ~ & even if i AM hated or such,because of what i do, i really dont care . im sorry, ITS WHO I AM, so i honestly dont care , i usually care about everything, but now, i cant even believe MYSELF, that i dont.
What my mom told me : Your not suppose to be a CO, your suppose to be a HUYNH. you having that last name of yours, was a mistake.
& I might even be positive that my BIRTH CERTIFICATE says DENNY HUYNH . So there, now you people that assume such things, you better know it now. im not a poser, im denny huynh. & if you people hate that, once again, im sorry. Because Im done with this.
"Hated by some.
Loved by none.
I really don't give a crap about anyone ,
but there are exceptions, you know its true.
The people that believes me, I thank you."
- Denny co HUYNH.
