i woke up today knowing that it's going to be the last day i can actually hang with my cousins. - 9:30 p.m.
Woke up, malll with mom&cousins ( promotion clothes ) - i didnt get all the clothes i needed. then went aroundd, homee. grandpa's house for slacks? ahah, homee, BOOMERS - that was fun (: then home, mall with mom'sBOYF&cousins (: got all my clothes there. & then went home. Lakers Babyy. & now im with my cousins since tonight.. will be one of the last nights until i see them again in the next 2 years or so ): - 9:31 p.m.
but besides that down side ;
" so how are you feeeling right now? "
' you mean like love? '
" no . . . " - 9:40 p.m.
i'm pretty sure you have something to ask. - 9:49 p.m.
&today, as i went through my day i couldnt get you out of my head . 9:59 p.m.
i like beats to songs (: -10:00
" when i look at my girl i laugh,
think about all the chicks in my past.
i crush, i laugh, so what, i try.
this one here, on fire.
make a young playa wanna retire. " - JR. - 10:00 p.m.
& i'm going to try to make a new poem everyday. hey, i said i quit, i know. but how about i rewordd and say .. i retirED ? ^__^ - 10:04 p.m.
that pain of a feeling i feel, every single day .
makes me so crushed inside, in every possible way.
but as my smile turns upside down.
im thinking about the good times that came around.
because it isnt so smart to be mad at something stupid for long.
nothing can affect a feeling that is this strong.
i may be doing the wrong thing for these past 48 hours.
but im trying to do everything i can so the friendship wont be too bitter.. to sour..
but if in the end something goes wrong, and everything of the above.
then it's because 'everything happens for a reason' even love. - 10:10 p.m.
i feeel happpy all of a sudden - 10:19 p.m.
& i'm reading ; " 5/18/09 - 5/22/09 " . - 10:21 p.m.
