6309 -

BasketballCamp - i went, it was fun, but the thing i hated was that i needed to sit out for like half an hour or so because my back started to hurt oh so bad.







Somethin happend to my MYSPACE so uhm, idontknow o.o if its wierd then sorryyy, i'll try t fix it assoonaspossible. (=



& today i went through all my messages in myspace . . all the way back from 2006. & ohmygod, did my immatureness surprised me. how i talked back then. . every once in a while had a curse word. talking slang. . and all of these innapropriate things. i even realized how bad of a person i was . . how much of a liar i was. but now as i see myself today, this may sound conceited, but i changed. FOR THE BETTER. no more cussing every sentence. no more lying. no more mesing around with peple. no more being immature. no mrore asking stupid questions. no more being STUPID. i'm glad. i really am.



i read through every single mail. every past. every drama. oh my god, what a young life i had. i didnt know 7th grade was so . . i didnt eve kno that 6th grade was so . . & 6th grade. . those words, made me missed my old school the most :



" Mr. = My ;

D. = Denny " Mr. D. - 'My Denny' . . && " MR. COW (:< " =/ <3





& when i spent 2 hours looking through my past. . - LOL. ; i came upon something . . V



: or maybe, it hurts me just a bit, to see you. because whenever i see you, it reminds me of how much youve hurt me?



& oh wow, i cant believe who i was back then. but like you said, i'm glad we got through 'all that' . but yeah, i cant believe i cam upon such a thing. ahha, makes me regret alot of things. alot alot alot of things. but 'everything happens for a reason. ' so yeah ; again thanks (:



& i hope i get picked for a basketball game tommorw ! (: but like i always say, no high hopes. (=

" i love her i love her, i really really do. and im sitting her wondering if she really love me too. " - (VKB ~ Valentine . )

well, i found alotta good songs today, so im happy (: hm, ever since summer, i seem to be geting closer and closer to my sisters alott. and not in a bad way, i just talk to them alot more. about my life . .

haha, well Thankyou Uncle Josh for the "scary thought" when 2012 comes. i hate how your so smart, and everyhting you say seems just so true D: & thast why i believe every word you say. (=

& today, last year, was suppose to beeeee . . .

6299

ugh, i didnt go to basketball camp today. why? because when i woke up i couldnt move ! -_- my back muscle must have been sprained or something, but it hurts oh so bad. why is everyone getting hurt or injured nowadays? o_O

i really really rreally wanted to go to basketball camp today though, because its monddayy. you have basketball games that day D; FML. ):

Stayed home the whole day with no, food. took a long long shower, 40 mins? o.O it was a bath and it was to heal my back, since that was the cause of my absence today for camp );

& ohmygod, i noticed its not only my back thast hurting, my back thigh muscle hurts TWICE as much. i noticed thatt when i sat down the kitchen table :O so FML x2

From PBVB (: <3 -

There's this girly who's really a guy.
If I don't respond, he'd ask "Did you die?"
He's really gay, and cool.... I guesssss.
I can own him in games, BA HA, oh yes.
His sidekick is red, and so are his balls.
He secretly likes to dress his dolls.
I'm not really good with these lameass poems.
Don't diss my gay rhyming, nigga holmes!
That sounded so gay, but who gives a fuck!
Stop reading then, you little shmuck.
Anyways, lets start to move on.
It's so boring right now, YAWWWWN!
HM. What else to type, what else to say.
Pretty muchhhh, Enny's gay.
My poem is longer, SUCK THAT YOU HOE.
Suck my dick, or suck my dirty toe.
I kid, I kid, it's time to be real.
But hey, it's better than a HAPPY MEAL.
I think I'm done, words can't explain.
What I'll say, will drive you insane.
Be good, don't die, don't ask me why.
Stay gay, stay coo', OKIEE, kbye!

-

so uhm, nothing special todayy, but the only thing im hoping is i'd wake up tommorw in a good shape, so i can HOPFULLY go to camp tommorw and wednesday adn thursday ?! (: <3

& i'm this close. a little more. a little more. time time time.

bye ! (=

6289

like i do monthly - Happy 'Supposedly' 39 months Jennifer D. :P


today, i went to bella terra to meet friendss at my old school, even though it was only somee, it was quite funn(: we watched a movie and ate 'BUCA' . expensivee >:o & when i went home, ANOTHER group of my friends at my old school camee, aww i wanted to see them so bad )': but oh well, i guaranteed that i was going to hang with them in the summer one day (=

i went home quite early todayy thoughh, lol, my mommy called me a good boy(: so that's good. but i still need to sleep early tonightt because tommorw is what people?! monday, duh ;D lol, justkiddingg. BASKETBALL CAMP D;

basketball camp, is so tiringg though, but im hoping i get use to itt, i want to see an improvement in myselff, & in time, i'll come to see that i cant LIVE without it ;D


& you called me yesterday night. @ 2:30 a.m. it was really surprisiing, but yes,i did pick up.
-
: because even i believe in you enough to know that you wouldnt get yourself into that kind of stuff

and oh wow, you dont know how much that means to me - alot .

& all this time, ' if somethin were to happen, then it shouldve already happend. ' but hey, like i said, no high hopes. because ' everything happens for a reason.' and everything's meeant to be.

" i was the king, you were the queen, but now im just the jack. "

Song : Shiny Ft Yung j. - the things you do / (: <3 & http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EhzDVN2tASg&feature=related

goodnight ! oh & i miss you LEE ):

6279

" i hate breakups, i really do. " ;

' why? because of what happend in the past?' ;

"yeah, thats why i never broke up with anyone i was with, and never will, unless its for a BIG reason, like felings for another person. anything else, its not goiing to lead me to such a big thing," ;

' so your pretty much letting the GIRL do the breakingup? '

" thats how it was all along. "

one of the boringest saturdays ever. i really hate it when plans get cancelled. i couldve went to my basketball game and cheer on my teammates -______-

oh well, at least im going tommorw. but but my OTHER friends went todayy ): argh, life isnt fairr. >_<

StevenCO left todayy, )= and he isnt coming back until AUGUST . bleh, now i really have nothing to do when i go to my mom's stepdad's house. but anyways, i hope you have lots and lots and lots of fun <3>

& i still cant believe we're in summer. doesnt seem like it. it just seems like any other weekend.

through my my eyes , all i see is dark.
no light at all, not even a spark.
but thats why your my friend, because you make my day.
our friendship better, not go away.
time and time again, the smile on my face.
nothing in this friendship, is such a disgrace. VV

PBVB - we've known each other ever since 2008 started. and ever since, we've gotten so close, i could only think of 1 or 2 big arguments we go through, but we're pretty much past that. im starting to tell you alot of things latelyy, and even if u say 'idontcare' you actually do. your myspace who i'd like to meet? that's something that made my morning today like i said. you seriously know how to make me laugh, you dont even make me smile, you past that stage, and go on to the next one. maybe thast why im starting to talk to you everyday now, you tell me that i understand you, but what im thinking, is that its the other way around . 499 (: <3>& im waiting.
timetimetime.

6269

i must say, today was one of the smoothest day throughout my summer.

-

Annie Bui

Davina Cao

Scott Cronick

Bonnie Do

Lenam Nguyen

Julie Nguyen

& Alvin Truong

♥

& your the ones that made me smile today . ^

Thankyou.

On the outside, you represent your name. On the inside, you represent who you are .
- Denny Co.

& ima put my name with all of my whole family members last names.


Hello, my name is: Denny Bui Cu Dam Duong Huynh Kim Lee Nguyen Pham Tang Co.

Denny Bui
Denny Cu
Denny Dam
Denny Duong
Denny Huynh
Denny Lee
Denny Nguyen
Denny Pham
Denny Tang

& on the outside, im showing each and everyone of this. hey, these are my family and relatives last name, i have each and everyone of their blood in mine. i think.

i'm eachh one of these people's representation in last name. call it disgrace or not. you may even be surprised that i have this much "middle" or 'sur' names. but there all mine . aha . i was surprised at first aswell .


im never going to forget those words.

& that's that .

Get it Straight People .

Hated by some.
Loved by none.
Irdgac about anyone.

& today I realized something. " so, I heard he's a poser "
I'll be honest, I guess I have been a little bit 'different' but do keep in mind. in mind about my FULL name.
Everyone DOES know, that you usually take the name of your father's last name.rightt?
MY dad's last name is HUYNH. Okayy?!

My DAD is a huynh. That makes ME one. That's how it is. You take your dad's last name. but, the only reason why Im a CO is because I was the ONLY boy to be born in my family.

My tradition saids 'CO' is to be given to only a boy. That's the reason why im a CO - not only because of my tradition but to carry on the generation, AND most importantly, because the recent CO that past away at such an early age was my grandpa. My REAL grandpa.

& im glad most of you can actually see the face of your one and only grandpa, the one that has your last name. Because I CAN'T and DIDN'T.

No one in my family is a co. Not even my MOM. MY MOM'S A HUYNH.

& that's how I bad I feel. To be put on so much pressure.
MY MOM DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT THE TRADITION. SHE begged my DAD if I could be a CO. she wanted me to be a CO because HER dad was.

& because MY dad loved her so much, he said ''Yes,okay hun, he may be a CO, but he's the only one of its kind, the only CO around here . ."

& That's how I FEEL . So different. It's painful. It really is. Im suppose to feel special, suppose to feel unique. To be maybe the only one around here. But no, walking around every single day, knowing that I may be hated by someone since im such a 'poser'
IF ONLY YOU KNOW MY BACKGROUND. IF ONLY YOU KNOW ABOUT ME.
But there's a reason why they're call ''IF'S" because everything has a reason.

But NOW you do, I have REASONS for being such a 'poser' because I'm NOT one.

" Your a CO literally, but your seriously a HUYNH because its in your blood. Because of dad's blood. & because of his last name"

& now, I hope some of you understand this. I never even told ANYONE about this. But after going everyday hearing all these FALSE rumors . . I just HAD to say this. i had to let it all out.

So people , GET THIS STRAIGHT. Even if my 'name' doesn't say it. Im a huynh.You wanna know the reason? Well, its up there ^^

I'm a CO on the outside, but a HUYNH on the inside. << Remember that . People hide thier true colors, they hide thier real selves, they hide thier emotions, and feelings. but this year, i didnt. i letted out my true side. my NAME ~ & even if i AM hated or such,because of what i do, i really dont care . im sorry, ITS WHO I AM, so i honestly dont care , i usually care about everything, but now, i cant even believe MYSELF, that i dont.

What my mom told me : Your not suppose to be a CO, your suppose to be a HUYNH. you having that last name of yours, was a mistake.

& I might even be positive that my BIRTH CERTIFICATE says DENNY HUYNH . So there, now you people that assume such things, you better know it now. im not a poser, im denny huynh. & if you people hate that, once again, im sorry. Because Im done with this.

"Hated by some.
Loved by none.
I really don't give a crap about anyone ,
but there are exceptions, you know its true.
The people that believes me, I thank you."

- Denny co HUYNH.

6249

i didnt want to say anything, i just want this to be steady.
so it wont collapse like it always does, i just need to be ready.
for anything and everything that comes in my way.
because those memories i have are passing by day by day.


time time time, i always say.
feelings feelings feelings, that needs to go away.
love love love, a word that is only suppose to be used when you find the decision thats right.
friends friends friends, is what im trying to keep, in this war, this battle, this fight.

" i love you "

ladies first .

6239!

happy birthday leann ! (: it's been quite a while, and i havent talk to you in so longg >.<>

basketball camp was surprisingly fun, i got moved upp, yay ! :D but im still extremely tired D;

thank you bonnie (: made me play your dang games now im addicted D:

iminlikewithyou.com ! <3

played that ^ all day today, it was funn, thnakyou for making my day guys.

but besides that, ever since 9 p.m. . ugh, SCOTT, you . . .

-______________________________-

tommorw's going to be quite a uhm interesting day i think. so many unplanned things. so many things unanswered. SCOTT, YOU FAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAIL. ugh. -_-

" there's no need to stress when you plan something " your right. so we should just cancel everything , and postpone it like you said.

okay, everyone can ignore that ^ (: that was BEFORE we fixed everythingg. oh gosh, i love how phones are invented (:

well, uhm, poem like i said.. blahh. i cant think

okayokay, i know i know i said ima make a poem yesterday, making one today, but im kinda in somethinggg, so uhhh. i'll make 2 tommorw? i'll try ! mmkay byeee!

622. boringgboringgboringg day .

friendly convo. it was pretty nice.

there really isnt anything to blog about since i have never been so bored outta my life today. after basketball camp, went home and slept. now im here in front of my laptop blogging about nothin important >.>

there isnt really anything to say >< time. time. time.

<3

~ !

" im definitely crazy for you . . "

" i aint loving nobody . . but you. "

" the economics of love . "

" without you girl everything is missing. "

" forever you and i, forever by my side. "

" i love, love, love, love, you. "

" if i only have the words, i would make you reappear like magic. "

" just promise me you'll always be, my girl."

" forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever girl."

" cuz everytime we touch . . wake up and your next to me, oh god, how can this be, is this destiny, destiny. ."

" khong co so, khong co rot, khong co chai, khong co chet, i stand with my people even when it starts to hurt, khong co lon, khong co tin, nguoi vietnam minh phai binh. "

" love hurts so we all cry, tears dropping from my eyes, the pain i cant explain, all i know that love is pain."

" you were my everything, and i really miss you."

"what you said to me its so ovbious
how you lied to me now its hard for me
yes you were my eyes when i couldnt see
and you were my air when i couldnt breathe "

POEM TOMMOROW ?!

goodbyeeee .

in time.

i thank you, and i miss you.

6219

after whatever happend earlier, my day went quite well. went to gramps house for father's day. nothin really special since we usually go there daily.

oyyy, basketball camp tommorw D: HEAL BACK, HEAL .

6 months ago, oh of what could've happend.


it was surprising how you aimed me up out of nowhere. at least you didnt block me out of your life completely, so thankyou <3.

pain, love, hurt, they're all the same.
being rejected, oh what a shame.
but there are times when you need to face reality.
so be prepared so you wont feel so bad, trust me.
losing friendships, gaining some, in the end, hopefully it'll be well.
friendships can be such pain , thats why some people sell.
but i hope this summer turns out fine.
everythig happens for a reason, and everything takes time.

" maybe one day " .

fml.

ugh, i was there for you everytime you needed someone. you even told me yourself, that you wouldnt know where you would be without me. but now, this is how you treat me, you just walked out of my life like nothing happend. you just act you dont give a shit about what we went through. i never said anything negative bad about you. everytime someone goes to me and talks shit about you, which happens daily, even how our friendship is right now, i STILL back you up. i still tell them that your not a bad person, EVERY SINGLE DAY i hear your name, eithier its from my/your friends, my head, OR EVEN MY FAMILY. . we were suppose to be there for each other for the next four years. you were one of the reasons , a big part of the reason, why i ddint move in the first place. but now, like i usually say, I freekin REGRET this. again, and again, you make not only me, but OTHER people feel this way. ive been through so much for you. you dont even know, whether its backing you up, let people see the good side of you, or even doing the things that make you have an increase in reputation. you just dont realize dont you.

<^> .

6209

My third day of summer. what a easyeasy day, im so happy there isn't basketball camp today, my legs are sore. i pulled some muscles. i feel horrible. but im glad my day is so simple.. and so easy. i just love these days.

i realized how closer i am getting towards my sisters. they've been there for me alot. it means so much. there so fun, and even though they have quite a reputation, i still love them, and always will. Lannee Tang , Tiffany Huynh , & Brytney Huynh <3

" family comes first "


StevenCu(o) , once again, you make me laugh even though many sad thought have been running through my mind today. i cant believe someone so young, can make someone so comfortable towards one another. your like a brother to me, thats why I call you StevenCO. <3&

i'm still thinkning of what to do, i dont know. i still find it really really surprising that you were the first person that did one of my reasons, one reason i never thought would come so fast.

i guess, now it's time to make a really long poem to make up for the days i missed. how about . . love ?

my feelings for you, is once again, unstable.
i dont know what to call you now, i dont know a label.
but we've known each other for quite some time.
you mkae my heart tingly, like a bell and it's chime.
there's somethign special about you, so many things to say.
but i'm always so clueless of why these feelings go away.
you didnt do anything wrong, i just dont know.
i guess it's my fault, i just never show.
the true things im feelings, i guess thast why im a fake.
but i guess that life is about many chances, so there are risks i'll take.
eithier it may be a painful one, or anything of the above.
there's just that one strong word, and that's love.

"so ill watch you like a movie
ill sing you like a song
read you like a story
if it takes me all night long
keep you like a secret
ill tell you like a joke
its true its true
that ill love you like i always do" - drew.

6199 .

what a tiring day >> i think ima have these crazily tiring sore days until july 25th. when i dont have basketball camp anymore.

after basketball camp, i went straight home, changed, then SCOOTERED to karen's going away party, things happend but oh well , went to red claw, and then back to vista park, then to gramps house which i swhere i am right now doing my blog .

so i guess, it was an okay dayy. (: ?

I hoope you feeel betterrr bestfriend <3 ):

& the things we talked about today, made me realize alot of things. like, who should be there for me, who i should lean towards more for these problems of mine.

today, you told me that you just dont want everything to be on him. hey, im here if you need me for anything.

after you told me that sentence, it just made me think less of him. but hey, it isnt my fault i was born in this family of mine .

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks" - Waqas Ahmad

sigh, why cant i just go back to that time when everything was PERFECT in my life FOR ONCE, but . . it DID only last for a week or so. oh well, this is what life is.

" you lose some, you gain some. "

decisions decisions decisions .

oh, & happy birthday emily nguyen -

6189 - first day of summer.

ohmy. woke up late for basketball camp. 9:50 when it starts at 10.

Basketball camp, was a whole different experience. i'm so tired. my legs are so sore. and currently, it's only 1 p.m. and later i need to go to 'hangout' with alvin later.

Basketball Camp : the only word to describe this is 'tiring, and hard. ' - no dirty thoughts please -__- '

Well, be back later, for uhm, AFTER hanging with alvin ? !

~

10:35 p.m. -

what a tiring and really sore day. i've never been so sleepy and tired, i fell asleep when i was at bella terra >>

basketball camp, alvins house, westminster mall, alvins house, bella terra until late ( 9:45 ) ish? alvin's house, home . ideekay. but overall, im tiredd.

i dont know - those three words can mean so much now that i think about it. i mean, ask yourself a personal question. nothing stupid though . . but for me, THOSE three words is what comes to my mind first.

noo poem todayy, tireddd. maybe next timee, byee !

Summer 2009 .

6179 - last day of MIDDLE school.

oh gosh, what a phenomenal 8th grade year. a fantastic 3 years. and extrodinary last weeks of school. but sadly today- 61709, marks the last day of middle school.

It's Summer Time !

but even so, so many things happend today, ohmygosh . i dont even want to talk about it. it's just . . ~

& i hoped it helped ? The conversation i mean .

i dont know what else to say. no more middle school. some friend's are leaving. i want to make this summer, my best ever. <3

poem6179 middle school :

& it's the last day of middle school, on june seventeenth two thousand and nine.
this day came finally, but no one felt fine.
except the people that wanted to leave, so happy for this day.
but some people were sad, crying, gettin ready to part ways.
not only to teachers, friends, but middle school as well.
Giving hugs, and hopefully laughs, no feelings were hidden under thier shells.'
but the moment finally came, middle school has now end.
have a great summer everyone, and remember to keep in touch with your friends <3 .

& another 'saying', just because i got bored, and uhm idk, things happening.

the things that occured today, oh my, i cant believe this is real.
but besides all this, there's one thing. . and thats of what makes me feel .

poem? :

we talked about so many this today, from ones that were happy to sad.
eithier making us, feeling jealous, regretful, or even glad.
but we never really finished the conversation, the one we had today.
so it can help the both of us, so we can find that decision one day.
of what makes us happy, and truly, of what we want.
eithier it's a regretful decision, only you, can make that taunt.
but . . it was nice talking to you today, let's do it again.
thankyou thankyou thankyou, not only for this, but because your my freind.

<3

99.99% ; but that 00.01% , i'm thinking about.

" . . it's simply the beginning. " - David S ?

6169 a day to remember ~

Promotion Pictures ! : ^

oh gosh, what a day .

• school,



• promotion PRACTICE,



• with sisters.



• airport for cousins.



• promotion.



• Sizzlers



• Dance

the dance was so fun, it took out my fun side, jumping around and stuff, it was just . . no words to describe ~

& oh wow, now that i think about it, i made a great decision after all.

poem for 6169 ?

promotion was terrific, the dance was too.

because everywhere i go, i see . . you.

the jumping to the music, the songs being sung.

for us to remember this is a night that may be our last night for us to be young.

because we have one more day, and we need to make it the best.

no making anyone sad, not making it any less.

because we need to have fun tommorw, and make it a great day.

one more day to go, let's do it. hoorrayyyy !

6159

Disneyland ! :D & there were absolutely some very fun moments .

alvin, raymond, long, kevin d, david s, shaq, john, julian, jon, justin, julie . <3
~

Got to get myself together
Tryna make it through tonight
Tell myself that we were never broken
There were times that I thought I might be
Finding ways to make it right
But you walked away
And opened up my eyes

Now I see that Ive been wasting time
I have a picture of us fading in my mind
Now its fading and theres nothing left to do

[Chorus:]
Letting go, cause I know
You were only half way there
Even though, we were close
I was holding on just long enough to know
I should be letting goI should be letting go

Thinking back on when you used too
Fill my heart with empty words
Wishing now that I refuse to listen
How did I ever let it happen
Never thought Id ever say
Gotta leave this life and all the foolish pain

Now I see that Ive been wasting time
I have a picture of us fading in my mind
Now its fading and theres nothing left to do

Letting go, cause I know
You were only half way there
Even though, we were close
I was holding on just long enough to know
I should be letting go
I should be letting go

Now I see that Ive been wasting time
I have a picture of us fading in my mind
Now its fading and theres nothing left to do

Letting go, cause I know
You were only half way there
Even though, we were close
I was holding on just long enough to know
I should be letting go
I should be letting go

- Mohombi


Poem for 6159:

the conversation we had today, was remarkable, was it not?
because how i explained to you about everything, of only her is who i got.
left in this place, with no one really by my side.
and im telling myself to do somethi,g with my heart, especially for it to hide.
because i dont want to go through this pain again, after so long.
because feelings grow more powerful, and way more strong.
but like you and i said to "move on" and "let go"
because i dont need to wait this long for someone ; and thats something i already know.

6149 !

i woke up today knowing that it's going to be the last day i can actually hang with my cousins. - 9:30 p.m.

Woke up, malll with mom&cousins ( promotion clothes ) - i didnt get all the clothes i needed. then went aroundd, homee. grandpa's house for slacks? ahah, homee, BOOMERS - that was fun (: then home, mall with mom'sBOYF&cousins (: got all my clothes there. & then went home. Lakers Babyy. & now im with my cousins since tonight.. will be one of the last nights until i see them again in the next 2 years or so ): - 9:31 p.m.

but besides that down side ;
" so how are you feeeling right now? "
' you mean like love? '
" no . . . " - 9:40 p.m.

i'm pretty sure you have something to ask. - 9:49 p.m.

&today, as i went through my day i couldnt get you out of my head . 9:59 p.m.

i like beats to songs (: -10:00

" when i look at my girl i laugh,
think about all the chicks in my past.
i crush, i laugh, so what, i try.
this one here, on fire.
make a young playa wanna retire. " - JR. - 10:00 p.m.

& i'm going to try to make a new poem everyday. hey, i said i quit, i know. but how about i rewordd and say .. i retirED ? ^__^ - 10:04 p.m.

that pain of a feeling i feel, every single day .
makes me so crushed inside, in every possible way.
but as my smile turns upside down.
im thinking about the good times that came around.
because it isnt so smart to be mad at something stupid for long.
nothing can affect a feeling that is this strong.
i may be doing the wrong thing for these past 48 hours.
but im trying to do everything i can so the friendship wont be too bitter.. to sour..
but if in the end something goes wrong, and everything of the above.
then it's because 'everything happens for a reason' even love. - 10:10 p.m.

i feeel happpy all of a sudden - 10:19 p.m.


& i'm reading ; " 5/18/09 - 5/22/09 " . - 10:21 p.m.

6139 overall.

after whatever happend earlier this afternooon, my day turned out pretty well.

walked home from burger king, after passing scott's house, in whihch he was home but wasnt? o.o then me and lenam went to lake view to mess around. that 'ride' is . . lmao, " ugh, it hurt my cu." lol, lenam your retarded (: after that, went home, and walked around, then went by to lake view with RP. then went home, games. then went to lake view becuz i thought i lost my glasses >> turns out it was in my room the whole time. blahh, okay day i guess ~

idontknoww.

6139 for now.

waking up today, with that person in my mind. i start to smile. but then, instantly stopped when another person popped right there and in. it's almost like a dream. like a fairytale. like a lovestory. but currently, it doesnt have a happy ending.

because after reading that. ohmygod, things change .

Disarray.

Everyone hates and love something. but what if you lovehate one thing ?

& regret, is the worst feeling of them all. because it can be for everything. especially for love .

6129

Happy Birthday Bestfriend ! <3
. . and itzel?! lol.

School :

Promotion Practice: time consumingg >.<

science : omg i had the worst headache.

math : -

Afterschool: lenam's house, Asian Garden Mall, Bella Terrraa - for annie's birthday partyy? (:


I'm so glad things are back to normal. you dont know how much i miss you, every single day. . im just.. ugh, but now.. thanks for everything <3 .

Also, hesitation can be such a pain. but feels so good after delt with.

& it's hard to decide,
when i try to see what your feeling inside.



Gooodnight .

HAHA.

i made a BLOG. so whatt, i dont care if people sayy anything negativee. ahah. im making this because i think it'll be useful in the future. & also, i have internet now? o.o ^____^


So, my day :

Band- omg, i love sleeping in that class o.o

Litlang- " Cheers to Mr.Edwards " <3 .

Promotion Practice ?! - it wass okayy, only because we miss math ;D LOL.

Afterschool: got picked up, and for once, went home right afterschool to hang out with cousins.

~

almost. .

& i keep on thinking on what could've happen.